49961 COURAGE AND HOPE Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Courage and Hope Courage and Hope Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Editors Donald Bundy David Aduda Alice Woolnough Lesley Drake Stella Manda Washington, D.C. © 2009 The International Bank for Reconstruction and Development / The World Bank 1818 H Street NW Washington DC 20433 Telephone: 202-473-1000 Internet: www.worldbank.org E-mail: feedback@worldbank.org All rights reserved 1 2 3 4 12 11 10 09 This volume is a product of the staff of the International Bank for Reconstruction and Development / The World Bank. The findings, interpretations, and conclusions expressed in this volume do not necessarily reflect the views of the Executive Directors of The World Bank or the governments they represent. The World Bank does not guarantee the accuracy of the data included in this work. 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RA643.86.A357B86 2009 362.196'979200967--dc22 2009015208 Contents About the Book vii Story Summaries ix Acknowledgments xiii Abbreviations xv Part One Setting the Scene 3 What the Scribes Saw, Heard, and Scribbled 7 Part Two The Teachers' Experiences 13 Burkina Faso 14 Cameroon 19 Ghana 23 Kenya I 27 Kenya II 33 Mozambique 38 Rwanda 42 Senegal 44 Tanzania 47 Zambia 54 Zanzibar (Tanzania) 59 Part Three What Can We Learn from the Teachers' Voices? 67 How Can the Teachers' Voices Inform Future Action? 73 Courage and Hope: The Documentary 79 References 81 v About the Book It is estimated that there are currently approximately 122,000 teachers in Sub-Saharan Africa who are living with HIV, the vast majority of whom have not sought testing and do not know their HIV status. Stigma remains the greatest challenge and the major barrier to accessing and providing as- sistance to these teachers. The idea of collecting stories from teachers living with HIV evolved be- tween the ADEA Biennial Meeting in Libreville, Gabon, in March 2006, and the Positive Teachers Consultation held by the ADEA Working Group on the Teaching Profession in Nairobi, in May 2006. To emphasize the human dimension of these stories, this activity was undertaken by journalists rather than researchers. A seasoned education journalist in Kenya led a team of eight journalists from across Sub-Saharan Africa in compiling, editing, and publishing these stories. The stories documented here give voice to the real life experiences of 12 HIV-positive teachers, five of whom are women, from Burkina Faso, Cam- eroon, Ghana, Kenya, Mozambique, Rwanda, Senegal, Tanzania (both Mainland and Zanzibar), and Zambia. The teachers recount their experi- ences of discovering their HIV-positive status and how this has affected them in their families, their communities, and their professional lives. The voices of these teachers suggest that a number of obstacles are com- monly faced by teachers living with HIV. Paramount among them are stig- ma and discrimination, both from their families and communities as well as their workplaces and in society more generally. The difficulties of overcom- ing stigma and discrimination are further exacerbated by a failure to ensure confidentiality in the workplace. vii viii | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa The voices of these teachers also suggest that these obstacles could be usefully addressed by: · Fully implementing existing national and institutional policies · Increasing involvement of teachers living with HIV in setting policies and giving practical advice · Providing universal access to voluntary counselling and testing, care, and support · Addressing HIV issues during teacher training activities to reduce stig- ma among teachers and to equip teachers with the skills to avoid infec- tion and teach young people about HIV, including avoiding infection and focusing on stigma and discrimination reduction · Helping teacher unions to support their members living with HIV and to combat stigma and discrimination · Creating effective national and regional support networks for teachers living with HIV · Increasing national and institutional recognition of the social impact of HIV on teachers, in particular female teachers, living with HIV. Each teacher presents a unique story, demonstrating a wide range of challenges as well as insights and successes, and, individually as well as col- lectively, displaying extraordinary courage and hope. Story Summaries BURKINA FASO This story shares the experiences of Ouedraogo, a 44-year-old head teacher, and Sawadogo, a 33-year-old teacher from Burkina Faso. The teachers narrate sharing their HIV status with family and friends, telling of mixed reactions. They explain how stigma and discrimination have hindered them from disclosing their HIV sta- tus in the workplace. Both teachers explain that HIV is affecting many teachers, resulting in chronic absenteeism. This is exacerbated by the absence of a teacher relief system. The teachers go on to highlight the positive role that teacher unions can play, explain- ing how two unions empowered teachers with the skills to respond to the HIV epidemic. CAMEROON Laura, currently a 33-year-old senior official in the Ministry of Secondary Educa- tion, discovered that she was HIV-positive while she was training to be a teacher 11 years ago. Laura explains how HIV awareness is changing for the better in Cameroon. The Ministry of Education has set up an HIV unit and introduced HIV prevention educa- tion into the school curriculum. Laura calls for HIV campaigns to address stigma and to focus on helping people to understand that being infected is not synony- mous with death. GHANA Hassan, a 40-year-old primary schoolteacher, discusses the disclosure of his HIV status, highlighting the lack of institutional confidentiality. He explains how both his sister and the district director of education learned of his HIV status from others (his sister's source was a counselor). Hassan has not disclosed his HIV status to his colleagues or students because he is scared of the stigma and discrimination. He explains that HIV awareness does not ix x | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa necessarily translate into acceptance, and discrimination is high in the community in which he lives. Hassan also notes the "teacher" dimension of school health and nutrition, highlighting the importance of nutrition for teachers living with HIV. KENYA I Beldina, a 38-year-old senior teacher, describes how she has overcome discrimi- nation, including being thrown out of her marital home after she disclosed her HIV status to her husband. Beldina discuses how she used good rapport with her pupils to address HIV issues--she counsels some of the older pupils who share their anxieties as ado- lescents with her and organizes sessions on sexuality with her pupils. As a found- ing member of a teacher support group, Beldina actively sensitizes and counsels teachers, encouraging them to go for HIV testing and counseling. KENYA II Martin, a 34-year-old graduate teacher in English, and his wife are both HIV-posi- tive. Martin shares how they both decided to live positively and how their experi- ence has brought them closer. Martin recounts how he has been obliged to disclose his HIV status to two people he otherwise would not have shared it with: his younger brother who has access to patient files as a TB monitor, and his school principal, to avoid being transferred to a remote school without easy access to medical facilities. Martin describes the support he received from the Kenya Network of Positive Teachers and highlights the importance of involving HIV-positive teachers in the formula- tion of policies that affect them. MOZAMBIQUE Luis, a 35-year-old history teacher, initially visited a witch doctor after he found that he was routinely falling ill. However, his condition continued to worsen and he eventually visited a voluntary counselling and testing (VCT) center on the ad- vice of a friend, where he was diagnosed as HIV-positive. Luis describes financial difficulties and the problems he has encountered in finding financial support. He also explains that he visits the VCT center for medi- cal support and advice. RWANDA Charles, a 39-year-old secondary schoolteacher, is in charge of discipline and physical education at his school. Since being diagnosed HIV-positive, he skips the long runs with his students--his favorite pastime--to avoid exhausting himself. Charles' health has improved since he has been taking antiretrovirals (ARVs), for which he receives financial support. While his expenses have increased, he does not take advantage of the free food subsidies offered to people living with HIV in hospitals, as he prefers to leave them to those poorer than he. Story Summaries | xi SENEGAL Etienne, a 49-year-old principal, was infected in his early years as a teacher and stresses the importance of starting HIV prevention programs for teachers early. Etienne describes school as the best "social vaccine" because children can be informed about HIV and learn how to protect themselves from the virus. Eti- enne believes it is difficult for teachers known to be HIV-positive to teach due to the stigma, because it often makes pupils reluctant to be taught by them. TANZANIA Theresia is 53 years old and took early retirement as a result of the stigma at the primary school at which she worked. A founding member of the National Net- work of Tanzanian Women with HIV&AIDS, she now spends her time working for the network, volunteering, and supporting her three grandchildren. Theresia highlights the needs of the HIV-positive children and AIDS orphans at the primary school at which she taught. Only a few of these children secured support for uniforms, food, and ARVs. She suggests school health and feeding programs to assist such children. ZAMBIA Jennifer is a 40-year-old teacher. She is an active member of a team of teachers sensitizing their colleagues and pupils about HIV issues. Jennifer teaches her students about HIV in her lessons, during assembly time, and in anti-AIDS clubs. She uses entertainment, including drums and dance, to engage her pupils. Jennifer also appears on radio talk shows and visits churches and additional schools to discuss issues on HIV. ZANZIBAR (TANZANIA) Sara, a 28-year-old primary schoolteacher, is separated from her husband and lives with her parents. In addition to teaching, Sara spends her time explaining the risks of HIV infection to people and working with them to appreciate and assist those living with the HIV virus. In the evenings, she plaits women's hair and uses the time to discuss living with HIV. Sara believes that teachers should be encouraged to teach about HIV both in the school and the community. Acknowledgments This book was possible only because of the generous contributions given in time and effort by the teachers whose lives are the theme of this book. This book was written by a network of journalists from nine Sub-Saha- ran African countries, with support from a technical team. Principal finan- cial support was provided by the World Bank, the Partnership for Child Development (which receives some support from the World Bank Develop- ment Grant Facility), and by the Multi-Agency Education Program Devel- opment Fund (EPDF), which is managed by the Education for All Fast Track Initiative (EFA-FTI). The development of this book was coordinated by David Aduda, the lead journalist from Kenya, with individual contributions from him and the following journalists: Ramata Soré (Burkina Faso); Thomas Tchetmi (Cameroon); Rosemary Ardayfio (Ghana); Arão José Valoi (Mozambique); Clément Musangabatware (Rwanda); Habibatou Gologo (Senegal); Erick M. N. Kabendera (Tanzania Mainland and Zanzibar); and Henry Kabwe (Zambia). Technical support was coordinated by Stella Manda of the World Bank in collaboration with: Alice Woolnough (PCD); Andy Tembon (World Bank); Bachir Sarr (UNESCO-Breda); Donald Bundy (World Bank); Lesley Drake (PCD); Margaret Wambete (KENEPOTE); and Virgilio Juvane (Commonwealth Secretariat). Editorial support was provided by Anastasia Said (PCD). The French translation of this book was provided by Michèle Mahler. The original idea for this book arose following a presentation by Marga- ret Wambete at the Association for the Development of Education in Africa xiii xiv | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa (ADEA) Biennial Meeting in Libreville, Gabon, in March 2006, with subse- quent advice from Birger Fredirksen (World Bank) and Mamadou Ndoye (ADEA). This idea was subsequently worked on during the Positive Teach- ers Consultation, held by the ADEA Working Group on the Teaching Pro- fession in Nairobi in May 2006, and the East and Southern Africa Forum for HIV-Positive Teachers in Nairobi in November and December of 2006, with particular inputs from Delphine Sanglan (Education International); Dhianaraj Chetty (ActionAid International); Gaston De la Haye (Education International); Hamidou Boukary (ADEA); Susan Nkinyangi (UNESCO); and Wouter Van der Schaaf (Education International). A first draft of the book was presented and commented on during the Meeting of the African Networks of Ministry of Education HIV&AIDS Focal Points in Nairobi, in November 2007. Many others have contributed to the development of this book and we would particularly like to acknowledge the contributions of Michael Beas- ley (PCD); Anthi Patrikios (PCD); Beatrice Abade (World Bank); Birger Fredirksen (World Bank); Claire Risley (PCD); Dzingai Mutumbuka (World Bank); Fahma Nur (World Bank); Leah Ochola (World Bank); Mamadou Ndoye (ADEA); Monica Ndung'u (World Bank); and Tara O'Connell (World Bank). We would also like to thank the Networks of HIV&AIDS Ministry of Education Focal Points in central, eastern, southern, and western Africa for their support. Abbreviations AATAZ Anti-AIDS Teachers Association of Zambia ADEA Association for the Development of Education in Africa AIDOS Associazione donne per lo sviluppo (NGO) AIDS acquired immune deficiency syndrome AJAAT Association of Journalists Against AIDS in Tanzania AMPATH Academic Model for the Prevention and Treatment of HIV&AIDS AMREF African Medical and Research Foundation AMWIK Association of Media Women in Kenya ANCEFA Africa Network Campaign on Education for All ARVs antiretrovirals CCJ Committee of Concerned Journalists CD4 Cluster of Differentiation 4 CEF Commonwealth Education Fund CHAMP Comprehensive HIV&AIDS Management Programme CNN Cable News Network EDC Education Development Centre EFA Education for All EFAIDS Education for All AIDS EI Education International GIPA Greater Involvement of People Living with HIV GNAT Ghana National Association of Teachers HIV human immunodeficiency virus ILO International Labour Organization INE National Statistics Institute xv xvi | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa KENEPOTE Kenya Network of Positive Teachers KENWA Kenya Network of Women with AIDS KNUT Kenya National Union of Teachers MAC Ministerial AIDS Committee MDGs Millennium Development Goals MINESEC Ministry of Secondary Education MISA Media Institute of Southern Africa NETWO+ Network of Tanzanian Women with HIV&AIDS NGO nongovernmental organization PCD Partnership for Child Development SNEAB National Union of African Teachers of Burkina Faso SNESS National Union of Secondary and Higher Education Teachers TAA Teachers Against AIDS TACAIDS Tanzania Commission for AIDS TSC Teachers Service Commission UBSA United Brothers and Sisters Association UIS UNESCO Institute for Statistics UNAIDS Joint United Nations Programme on HIV/AIDS UNESCO United Nations Educational, Scientific, and Cultural Organization VCT voluntary counseling and testing VOA Voice of America WHO World Health Organization ZAMCOM Zambia Institute of Mass Communication Educational Trust ZAPHA+ Zanzibar Association of People Living with HIV&AIDS ZEHRP Zambia-Emory HIV Research Project ZNUT Zambia National Union of Teachers Part One Setting the Scene The idea to collect stories from teachers living with HIV was inspired dur- ing the Association for the Development of Education in Africa (ADEA) Biennial Meeting in Libreville, Gabon, in March 2006. At the conclusion of the meeting, Margaret Wambete shared a moving account of her life as a teacher living with HIV in Kenya. Margaret's presentation alluded to the fact that teachers living positive- ly, in part due to their leadership role and in part due to their visibility in society, experience a unique set of challenges related to their HIV-positive status. In response to this presentation, the Kenya Network of Positive Teachers (KENEPOTE), of which Margaret is an active member, along with ADEA, the Commonwealth Secretariat, and the World Bank, suggest- ed documenting firsthand stories from teachers living with HIV through- out Africa. A technical team comprising the World Bank, the United Na- tions Educational, Scientific and Cultural Organization (UNESCO)-BREDA, the Commonwealth Secretariat ADEA Section, KENEPOTE, and the Part- nership for Child Development (PCD) committed to taking this project for- ward to its completion. During subsequent meetings, including the Positive Teachers Consulta- tion held by the ADEA Working Group on the Teaching Profession in Nai- robi, in May 2006, and the East and Southern Africa Forum for HIV-posi- 3 4 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa A Statement from Margaret Wambete, from the Kenya Network of Positive Teachers (KENEPOTE), Whose Story Was the Inspiration for This Book. I feel greatly honored to be associated with this project. HIV&AIDS have impacted heavily on the education sector in Sub-Saharan Africa and efforts towards address- ing the epidemic are highly welcome. Discussion around teachers living with HIV is essential when addressing the pandemic since they are on the ground and they are the ones greatly affected by issues of stigma and discrimination. It is therefore im- portant that they are directly and meaningfully involved in all efforts aimed at ad- dressing the issue. From the experiences highlighted in the book, teachers living with HIV also re- quire attention in matters of nutrition, drug availability and adequate training in HIV&AIDS management. I hope that the outcome of this project will go a long way in addressing issues such as stigma and discrimination in other Sub-Saharan African countries. It is also important for documentation of the real life experiences to serve as a reservoir for future reference. My belief is that HIV-positive teachers are part of the solution in fighting HIV&AIDS in the education sector and not a problem. Margaret Wambete can be contacted at: hivteacher@yahoo.com tive teachers in Nairobi, November and December 2006, the project was further defined. To emphasize the human dimension of these stories, the technical team worked with journalists rather than researchers. A seasoned journalist re- sponsible for the education section of a major Kenyan newspaper led eight local journalists in documenting these stories. Working with teacher unions and networks of HIV-positive teachers in various countries, a number of HIV-positive teachers were identified as willing participants for this proj- ect. The journalists each interviewed teachers living with HIV from their home country and recorded their stories. Once collected, the stories were vetted for accuracy of interpretation and then reviewed more widely at the Meeting of the African Networks of Ministry of Education HIV&AIDS Fo- cal Points in Nairobi in November 2007. The voices of 12 HIV-positive teachers, 5 of whom are women, describe their experiences from Burkina Faso, Cameroon, Ghana, Kenya, Mozam- Setting the Scene | 5 bique, Rwanda, Senegal, Tanzania (both Mainland and Zanzibar), and Zambia in this book. The teachers represent a diversity of Sub-Saharan Af- rica's geographic, linguistic, and religious groups as well as countries with both high and low HIV prevalence. The teachers' moving stories raise many interesting and important is- sues. Questions to consider while reading these personal accounts include: 1) Are the teachers affected by stigma and discrimination? 2) Are care and support, including voluntary counselling and testing (VCT), available to the teachers? If so, is their confidentiality respected? 3) Are there distinctive roles for the different institutions within the educa- tion sector in the response to HIV? If so, are the responses of these dif- ferent institutions in competition or complementary? 4) Do the teachers feel that the education sector is doing enough to address the issues highlighted in the stories? 5) What are the real life experiences of the teachers on finding out that they are HIV-positive? And, given the teachers' prominence in society, does disclosure of their HIV status present particular issues in their families, their communities, or their professional lives? What the Scribes Saw, Heard, and Scribbled By David Aduda The journalists who contributed to this book went through diverse ex- periences as they sought to interview and document accounts of teach- ers living with HIV. In all, the exercise offered a unique chance for jour- nalists to talk not only to individuals infected and affected by this epidemic, but to engage and interact closely with a group with multiple roles in society. Teachers are professionals; they are perceived in a dif- ferent way and are expected to lead a different lifestyle. But they are also parents, husbands or wives, and members of a community. While the tendency is to view them as professionals or opinion shapers, hence in- sulated against the vagaries of nature--like diseases--our interaction with them demonstrated that they also have their frailties, which are rarely open to the public. The media in Sub-Saharan Africa is replete with stories on HIV. In most cases, the stories are reported in general terms. At times, the situation is exaggerated and made to look too gloomy. Those affected are treated as statistics; figures without faces; and facts without flesh and blood. Whereas in the past HIV was a captivating, in fact, compelling story, it has become a common subject in recent years. Journalists no longer treat 7 8 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa it with the seriousness it deserves. Not that it should be handled differ- ently from other stories, but it ought to be reported continuously, and most importantly, the facts put across in a sober manner. Despite the challenges brought about by HIV, Sub-Saharan Africa has made remarkable progress in tackling the pandemic. No longer is HIV in- fection a death sentence. Many people are living positively with the virus and going about their activities unhindered. Death rates have declined and so have new infections. Many infected people talk about the HIV virus quite openly and provide inspiration to others. Such stories have not been told in reasonable depth. Journalists who would ordinarily help in telling the sto- ries do not get the chance and time to do so. Of course, the old game of "cat and mouse" relationships between journal- ists and news sources still persists. Many people avoid journalists like the plague for fear of being misrepresented or misquoted. And such fears are not unfounded. Incidents abound where journalists quote people out of context, blow things out of proportion, or selectively put out half-baked information. But the converse is also true. Many people are ready to bare it all to journal- ists. They want their experiences and worldviews reported and expounded to a wider audience. This dichotomy was at play when journalists set out to interview and write the stories of teachers living with HIV. Some teachers, unions, and employers who were approached to assist in identifying teachers living with HIV were reluctant to do so, while others were willing. There were teachers who were ready to bare it all, quick to tell their stories and ready to stand to be counted as pillars in the fight against HIV. Teachers living with HIV are vulnerable and disadvantaged in many ways. When they contract HIV, they are blamed for being careless. How can an educated and enlightened lot contract a virus that is associated with the lesser mortals? If they keep quiet about their condition, they are never at peace with their conscience. Yet, when they disclose their HIV status, they are subjected to stigma and discrimination. The teachers interviewed, however, had experienced and overcome many of these contradictions. They were open, straight talking, empow- ered, and decisive. Listening to them while they discussed and explained their circumstances, challenges and triumphs, the journalists were hum- bled while at the same time inspired and mentally enriched. What the Scribes Saw, Heard, and Scribbled | 9 Living with HIV is emotionally and socially exhausting and financially debilitating. When, for instance, journalists write about the nutritional needs of those living with HIV, it is hard for them to appreciate the costs involved, the discipline required to adhere to the strict rules, and the hard- ships of sourcing some of the foodstuffs. It is easy to talk about stigma and discrimination quite casually. But when faced with a situation where a teacher has to take early retirement because of the mental and emotional torment experienced at the workplace, or when parents threaten to pull out their children from school because a teacher is HIV-positive, the matter takes an ominous path. Although awareness about HIV is presumably high in Sub-Saharan Af- rica, evidence from the interaction with the teachers demonstrated that there was still a long way to go. The majority of people were aware, but their behavior and attitudes told a different story. The fact that some teach- ers resorted to traditional medicine for the HIV cure, or treated their peers living with the HIV virus as pariahs, amply demonstrated the mismatch between knowledge and practice. The same is true for parents and com- munities who treated HIV-positive teachers with disdain. Due to stigma and discrimination, journalists had difficulties in getting teachers to be interviewed. Some teachers agreed to be interviewed, but insisted that their names be changed to mask their identity. Indeed, only a few agreed to have their names and even photographs included in the book. So, as journalists found out, stigma and discrimination are real. Despite the gloom, there was bloom. Most teachers that were interviewed were resolute in their determination to beat the odds against them. They had overcome fear, anxiety, and panic. They gave hope and inspiration--life does not come to an end just because one has been infected with HIV. A startling lesson, though, was the disaffection and cynicism about re- sponses toward HIV. Teachers were brutally honest as they condemned individuals and organizations that have turned HIV into an industry for making quick money. Such groups were good in writing proposals and so- liciting funds from development agencies under the guise of helping those living with HIV, while in actual sense, they simply pocketed the funds. From the interactions, the journalists learned that news conferences, re- ports, or press statements they rely on for information about HIV are not enough. Understanding the HIV challenge requires close association with 10 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa those living with the HIV virus. These individuals have moving personal testimonies that cannot be captured through hard facts and figures. Only through close interaction can people living with HIV express their fears, needs, and aspirations. Listening to teachers giving their personal accounts opened a new vista in the journalists' professional pursuits. They were able to appreciate the sacrifices the teachers make on a daily basis, and therefore relate to and ap- preciate their situation. The journalists were able to review, reflect, and re- construct their perceptions about those living with HIV. Such transforma- tion could not have happened without interacting with teachers living with HIV. All said, the experience was insightful, educative, and humbling. When people face adversities with courage and conviction in the way the teachers living with HIV have, then there is hope. This is a lesson the journalists could not have forcefully learned without undertaking a project such as this. Personal testimonies from the teachers are a powerful tool for spreading the message on HIV. Facts and figures are important, but listening to those who have lived through the experiences telling their stories makes the mes- sage more potent. The lessons journalists learned from the exercise will surely help them and readers of this book in redefining their perception about HIV, especially in relation to professionals such as teachers. Part Two Sub-Saharan Africa This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36791 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 The Teachers' Experiences "[I]t is only the story that can continue beyond the war and the warrior. It is the story that outlives the sound of war-drums and the exploits of brave fighters. It is the story ... that saves our progeny." --Chinua Achebe, Anthills of the Savannah (1987) "I will tell you something about stories ...They aren't just entertainment...They are all we have ... to fight off illness and death. You don't have anything if you don't have the stories." --Leslie Marmon Silko, Epigraph to Ceremony (1977) 13 14 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa BURKINA FASO Painful and Fatal Silence Story by Ramata Soré The voice is trembling, the look is depressing, and the mind is disturbed. He recollects the misfortune that has befallen him. Ouedraogo Noaga,1 a 44-year-old head teacher who lives near Ouagadougou, relives what has happened to him in the past eight years. Ouedraogo narrates with pain the announcement of the results from the tests he had undergone, saying it sounded like a bad dream. "I suffocated and sweated all over my body. In fact, I got the impression that I had a car- diac arrest,'' he says. Before going for the test to check about his HIV status, Ouedraogo suf- fered from recurrent diseases. But he was not alone. There was another teacher, Sawadogo Tendaogo,1 then aged 33 years, who was also in a similar situation. Sawadogo, a youthful teacher, had also just discovered that he was HIV- positive after six years of unending ailments. He had been working since 1995 and had endured endless pain and suffering without establishing the cause. Thus, both teachers were sailing in the same boat--living with pain whose cause they never understood. "One day a friend asked me to go for the test to establish what my prob- lem was so that I could seek appropriate treatment," says Ouedraogo, whose spouse and one child have since died of AIDS-related complications. Ouedraogo had always thought that HIV only infected others and not educated people like him. But as it came to pass, he turned out to be "this other" he had always created in his mind--the one he did not want to asso- ciate with. For Sawadogo, "AIDS is a chronic and devastating ailment, let alone the stigma associated with it. HIV attacks the body and affects the mind and kills." Once Sawadogo was told about his HIV status, he went and discussed the matter with his wife, who, although she was shocked and petrified at first, came to understand the situation. Ouedraogo also did the same, but his 1 The names of the teachers in this section have been changed to avoid identification. The Teachers' Experiences | 15 BURKINA FASO FACTS AT A GLANCE Burkina Faso has an estimated popula- tion of 13,227,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 150,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 2% An estimated 8,136 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36792 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 32.4%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 45% (50% male, 40% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 11% (13% male, 9% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 23,402 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 400 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. wife never came to terms with his condition. "She could not imagine that I was HIV-positive and that the scourge had hit the family. She was con- vinced that if I was sick, she was sick too. She went into denial and cried for days on end," he says. And that affected both of them. Living with Discrimination Both teachers resolved to live positively with their condition. But the going was tough and painful. They faced stigma and discrimination at work and within the community. Some people looked down upon them and considered them as evildoers. Matters were worse when they were attacked by opportu- nistic diseases, pulling them down and making it difficult for them to work. With time, they have learned to face the world with courage and accept their condition. For example, Ouedraogo says he had to open up and tell his close family members and friends about his condition. "Since I kept getting sick frequently, I had to tell a few family members and friends about my condition. Some were surprised and affected, but others were sympathetic and showed a lot of compassion to me,'' he says. Ouedraogo adds, "The fam- 16 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa ily members now treat me like the rest without any bad feeling. My friends have also remained faithful and supportive." Even while the two teachers maintain that HIV is not a taboo subject, they have never had the courage to talk about their condition to their school community for fear of the stigma. From Teachers to Fighters Apart from close family members, Ouedraogo and Sawadogo have not made their HIV status known publicly. They try to lead normal lives. According to Ouedraogo, "Since I recovered from that stage of denial and helplessness, I have become a fighter," he says. For Sawadogo, he has become a champion for the cause of those living with HIV. Working with other teachers, they have set up an association to aid those living with HIV, which currently has 7 teachers, 72 other profes- sionals, and 124 orphans. Both teachers reported that they have not received any support from the government. They noted that the procedures set by the ministerial commit- tee against AIDS were very slow in initiating programs to support teachers, including providing medical care. Also, the measures to care for teachers living with HIV were few and far between. "Even if there are some arrange- ments to help teachers living with HIV, it is really difficult to get the sup- port on time and regularly," says Ouedraogo. Considering the weak caring system and the difficulties caused by AIDS in Burkina Faso, Ouedraogo notes that "AIDS is not only a disease, it is a development challenge.'' Losing Professional Touch Both Ouedraogo and Sawadogo confirmed that HIV is affecting many teach- ers. They pointed out that chronic absenteeism by teacher's living with HIV, along with psychological stress, trauma and stigma, made it difficult for the teachers to complete syllabuses on time or offer remedial teaching to weaker learners. This negatively impacts the quality of education. In sum, both teachers have said that HIV-related disease reduces access to education, contributes to high school dropouts, and compromises the The Teachers' Experiences | 17 quality of education. They added that the decline in quality, combined with loss of confidence in the school system by parents and students, could lead to further decline in enrolment rates. Are Programs a Burden or an Investment? Sawadogo and Ouedraogo reported that the government had set up a Min- isterial AIDS Committee (MAC) to sensitize the public on the pandemic. In addition, the committee was working with both the Ministry of Basic Edu- cation and Literacy and the Ministry of Secondary and Higher Education to support teachers living with HIV and their families. In 2006, the ministries supported 139 HIV-positive teachers and 200 others who were affected by HIV. Along with other support, they were given money to buy drugs and food. Besides the economic support, teachers living with HIV need compre- hensive medical and psychosocial care. It is certain that teachers in rural areas living with the virus will experience difficulties receiving support, say the teachers. They also reported that the two teacher unions--the National Union of Secondary and Higher Education Teachers (SNESS) and the National Union of African Teachers of Burkina Faso (SNEAB)--were involved in a project to prevent HIV infections in schools, which was supported by Edu- cation International (EI) and the World Health Organization (WHO). The project involved equipping teachers with skills to enable them to teach young people about sexually transmitted infections, including HIV. They reported that the program had empowered teachers and enabled them to overcome cultural barriers that made it difficult for them to discuss sexuality with children. The training also prepared teachers to advocate for VCT and antiretro- viral treatment. The main project goal is to have a teacher in each school that is knowledgeable about HIV. Bringing More Teachers on Board All teachers have not benefited from the training; many are not aware of the program. "The education sector does not have school health training pro- 18 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa grammes for teachers. Programmes currently taught to pupils do not include HIV,'' explains Sawadogo, who is married and has a 5-year-old daughter. Considering the weaknesses of existing HIV strategies, Sawadogo and Ouedraogo call for in-service training for teachers, head teachers, and ad- ministrators to help them acquire the skills that will lead them to make the right choices to minimize infections and transform schools into a friendly environment for infected or affected children and teachers. Sawadogo sees a need to put in place an efficient system of social security for workers. Teachers should be protected from discrimination in terms of promotions and insulated against retrenchment on account of their HIV status. They both further add that measures must be part of a national educa- tion plan and should be elaborated on by teacher unions and nongovern- mental organizations (NGOs). Ultimately, what is needed is sound policy that helps to minimize infections, provides care and support, and promotes access to quality education for all. Unless the HIV challenge is eliminated, Burkina Faso may not achieve the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs) and Education for All (EFA) by 2015, the teachers concluded. RAMATA SORÉ, Burkina Faso Ramata Soré is the editor of Fighting HIV&AIDS and Promoting Peace in Africa, a journal published by an organization of African youth--OJA Burkina Faso. She also works as a journalist at L'Evenément, a bimonthly newspaper in Burkina Faso. She holds a master's degree in journalism and in environmental economics from the University of Ouagadougou, Burkina Faso. She also has a bachelor's degree in multimedia and information and communication technologies from the University of Le Mans in France. She has participated in various international conferences and workshops on health communication, including a training workshop organized by Cable News Network (CNN) MultiChoice in collaboration with the Henry J. Kaiser Family Foun- dation for Journalism on HIV&AIDS. She also participated in workshops on com- bating female genital mutilation, reproductive health, and combating HIV orga- nized by Associazione donne per lo sviluppo (AIDOS, an Italian NGO) and the Association of Media Women in Kenya (AMWIK). Contact: ramata_sore@yahoo.fr. The Teachers' Experiences | 19 CAMEROON Discovered Her Status by Chance Story by Thomas Tchetmi Thirty-three-year-old Laura2 discovered that she was HIV-positive while studying at a teacher training school. But this did not deter her. She worked hard to complete her studies and then got a job as a teacher, and with time, rose to become a senior official in the Ministry of Secondary Education (MINESEC) in Douala. She strongly believes that the problems faced by people living with HIV stem from society's ignorance about the pandemic. Her story started in December 1999, when Laura went to Laquintini Hospital in Douala to see an ophthalmologist. Once there, she found a num- ber of people queuing in front of the hospital. "I enquired about what was going on and was told that the people want- ed to take an HIV test. The following day I was back and found the same large number of people. Why not me too? I asked myself." Laura decided to join the group to undergo the HIV test. When she came back for the results, Laura was welcomed by a very courteous nurse who asked her if she was ready to receive her results. Laura panicked and told the nurse "I will never go back to school if the results turn out to be posi- tive." Laura was then given an appointment outside the hospital to visit the nurse's home on the weekend. Laura faithfully went for the appointment on Saturday. Always courte- ous and understanding, the nurse took time to discuss HIV with Laura, in- cluding its mode of transmission and how to live with it. "She talked about the condition, how people get it and how to live with it. She told me that being positive did not mean that one would instantly die," says Laura. But all this left Laura pretty disturbed. Several questions ran through her mind. "I was dismayed. I was wondering why she was talking so much about AIDS and with details. What did this have to do with me anyway?" she adds. "For 3 hours, the only thing we talked about was AIDS and I still didn't know what all of this was about. She gave me another appointment, this time around, at the hospital. At this point, I was convinced that I was HIV- 2 Her name has been changed to avoid identification. 20 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa CAMEROON FACTS AT A GLANCE Cameroon has an estimated population of 16,321,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 505,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 5.4% An estimated 17,156 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36793 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 22%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 117% (126% male, 107% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 44% (49% male, 39% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 55,266 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 2,000 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. positive because there was no reason why the nurse took so much time dis- cussing with me about the subject." Facing an Uncertain Future Laura did not sleep that night. She kept thinking about her future, as a stu- dent without a salary. "How would I survive with so limited resources, and how would I get through life if I proved to be HIV-positive?" she says. When Laura finally went to the hospital for her results, it was a mere formality because she was already convinced that she was HIV-positive. The doctors carefully explained the result and made every effort to calm her down and allay her fears. Fortunately for her, she met with many other young people in the same situation and this comforted her and reassured her that she was not alone. Laura decided to keep the information about her HIV status to herself, but the load was too heavy for her to bear, so she decided to share it with her sister who lived in England. "I called her to tell her that I had some- The Teachers' Experiences | 21 thing very important to confide in her. She got anxious and guessed that it was something terrible. I told her right away that I had gone for an HIV test and was diagnosed to be positive," she says. Her sister calmed her and promised her full support. Laura explained that she could not reveal her HIV status to everybody, but only to people who were informed about AIDS and knew what it was all about and would not automatically reject her. Infected at College, but Survived to Scale Greater Heights Throughout her training, Laura kept the information a secret until she graduated. When she was finally employed as a teacher in a village in the Littoral Province, she realized that many people did not even know about the HIV virus. Even her own colleagues knew little about AIDS. This made it difficult for Laura to disclose her condition. She kept wondering what they would do if they found out that she was HIV-positive: would they un- derstand and accept her situation or reject her? "You can only discuss your HIV status with someone who understands the condition, not everyone," she says. "In our discussions on AIDS, I real- ized that the people were negative about those infected with the virus and so, if ever they knew about my case, they would not only divulge it, but would reject me. At some stage, I was tempted to open up to one of my col- leagues but I restrained because I realized he was not very different from the others; they were all uninformed about the issue," says Laura. She said that one teacher in her school was very ill and everybody "sus- pected" he was HIV-positive, but nobody dared to talk to him about it. "With such an attitude, you are bound to keep your illness to yourself and to those you trust," says Laura. She regrets that in those days the curriculum for schools did not cover HIV. Some teachers, at best, took advantage of national holidays such as February 11, the National Youth Day in Cameroon, to sensitize the young about the HIV condition, its mode of transmission, and prevention. Teaching AIDS Lessons in the Classroom Laura is happy today that things have changed for the better, with high lev- els of awareness about HIV becoming a reality. As an example, she ex- 22 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa plained that the Ministry of Education has set up an HIV unit to sensitize teachers on the condition. The ministry has been observing International Women's Day by celebrating Women's Day on March 8th, every year. Secondly, she says HIV education has been introduced in the school cur- ricula to equip the pupils with knowledge on the subject. "This is the first time we are going to have a special course on HIV, which is a major step in the campaign against the scourge," she says. Laura suggests that "the Ministry of Education should popularize volun- tary HIV tests among students and teachers. If you test positive, you'll also be better placed to start on a medical and nutrition course that would en- able you to live healthily." However, she is extremely unhappy that some HIV-positive teachers engage in sexual intercourse with students. Laura proposes that teachers living with HIV need to form an associa- tion to champion their cause and sensitize others about the HIV virus. She also notes that teacher unions have a duty to support teachers living with HIV by championing their rights for access to medication, promotion, and other benefits. Marital Bliss Laura lives with a man she met at UBSA (United Brothers and Sisters Association)--the oldest association of people living with HIV in Camer- oon. She says her HIV status has not affected her professional or marital duties. She regularly talks to children from her neighborhood about HIV and how they can avoid infection. Laura says that she takes her medication religiously, which inevitably draws attention from some close relatives. "There are some people who repeatedly ask me questions about those medicines I take, why I take them all the time, but I do not reply," she says. One thing that Laura is particularly alarmed about is the stigma of HIV, which she says is prevalent everywhere: in the family, in the workplace, and in the community. She says, "The campaign on HIV&AIDS should focus on helping people to understand that being infected is not synonymous with death. One can live with HIV&AIDS provided that he or she follows strict dietary and medical rules." The Teachers' Experiences | 23 THOMAS TCHETMI, Cameroon Thomas Tchetmi is a seasoned journalist who has worked extensively on education, HIV, and social issues. He has been involved in a number of HIV projects supported by various international agencies. Currently, he is coordinating a community radio and HIV project funded by the Canadian Embassy in Cameroon. This involves de- veloping strategies on how the community radio can be used to prevent HIV infec- tions and mitigate HIV's impact on the communities. He is currently working on a publication, Handbook for Journalists on HIV, which seeks to help journalists understand and articulate the issues surrounding HIV in a way that helps communities to deal with the challenge. He has also worked with UNESCO and the Ministry of Education on the impact of HIV in the education sector. Contact: thomas_tchetmi@yahoo.fr. GHANA Disclose and Face the Stigma or Keep Quiet and Perish? Story by Rosemary Ardayfio Haruna Ibn Hassan is 40 years old. He qualified as a certificate "A" teacher in 1995, and was employed by the Ghana Education Service immediately thereafter. He teaches primary schoolchildren, grade 4, in a basic school in Accra, the capital of Ghana, and in line with the national policy, he handles all subjects in the curriculum. "I got to know my HIV-positive status in 2002, when my wife was hospi- talized. She had been ailing for a while and was not responding to treat- ment. The hospital had to do several tests, including HIV, and she was diag- nosed to be positive," says Hassan. It did not take long before she succumbed to AIDS. Upon the advice of the doctor, Hassan also took the test and was also found to be HIV-positive. "My immediate thought was to travel out of the country and die outside in order not to bring shame to my family. But I never did that. Presently, every member of my family is aware that I am HIV-positive although I did not tell anybody," he says. 24 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa GHANA FACTS AT A GLANCE Ghana has an estimated population of 22,112,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 266,851 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 2.03% An estimated 4,500 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36794 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 5.7%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 65% (65% male, 65% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 37% (39% male, 35% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 89,278 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 1,800 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. It was a counselor who broke the news to one of his sisters, who in turn approached him to confirm if it was true. Although he was hesitant at first to disclose his HIV status, the sister was not only persistent but assured him of the family's support whatever his HIV status was. The family members have been very supportive, giving him all the help he needs. Besides, they have kept their pledge not to disclose his HIV status to other people. "I have not disclosed my status to fellow teachers or students for fear of stigma," he says, adding, "When they get to know, I will have to leave my school and I dread the financial hardship that might follow since I am the only breadwinner for my family." To Disclose or Not to Disclose, That Is the Question Even then, the game of silence was wearing him down. He was disturbed by the fact that he lives a life of lies; he has kept vital information about his HIV status from people he interacts with on a daily basis. "I have to deal with a feeling of guilt, because each day I interact with the students, teach- The Teachers' Experiences | 25 ers and other members of staff, I know I am not doing the right thing. Ide- ally, they should know my condition, but again the odds against that are far too many," he adds. For one, how would they react toward him once they get to know that he is living with the HIV virus? The thought of stigma and discrimination that is likely to ensue clearly negates his desire to open up. And this is not with- out basis. Self-Denial Comes Quite Naturally Although the level of HIV awareness in the school and community is high, quite often, he says, he has heard people making derogatory and offensive remarks about those living with the HIV virus. "In order not to make them suspect that I am carrying the virus, I have made a few of those remarks myself. How then can I reveal my status?" he says. Somehow, the district director of education found out his HIV status and offered to transfer him to the district office, where there was less work and the working environment was friendlier. He is yet to take up that offer but is seriously considering it, as it is a better option than staying at the school. He also notes that the level of discrimination against those living with HIV among the community members was quite high, which militated against openness. So, although the level of HIV awareness was generally high in the coun- try, this did not translate into acceptance. Many people talked about their knowledge on HIV but would not easily accept one of their own living with the HIV virus. It is for this reason that Hassan categorically states: "I would rather not disclose my status than deal with the pity and discrimination." The "Teacher" Dimension of School Health and Nutrition Hassan is not on antiretroviral therapy, but is conscious about his eating habits, focusing on a balanced diet with a lot of fruits. Periodically, though, he takes medication to treat opportunistic infections and multivitamins to improve his appetite. 26 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa By and large, he says, teachers living with HIV have to deal with their situation on their own, as there are no special programs or interventions to help them live positively or to reduce stigma and discrimination in the school community. The General Education Service has initiated HIV pro- grams, but the focus is mainly on awareness creation. Little has been done in terms of providing support, care and treatment and generally mitigating the impact of the pandemic. He states that there have been a number of times when teachers living with HIV have been invited to address work- shops and to talk about their conditions as a way of demonstrating the real- ity of the HIV virus. Hassan belongs to the National Network of People Living with HIV, which provides financial and moral support for those living with the HIV virus. He says that he only recently found out that the Ghana National As- sociation of Teachers (GNAT) had developed a draft HIV policy and had set up a VCT center. Apparently these initiatives are not widely known among the teachers, and as a result, have not been beneficial to the potential target groups. He also says a group of teachers living with HIV have started a pro- cess to establish an association to support each other and create a platform through which they can be supported nationally. "I wish the education sector would be more proactive in dealing with HIV&AIDS. Awareness creation is not enough. Teaching of sex education should be intensified and not covered under family life education," he says. Equally important, he says, is that a fund should be created to support teachers living with HIV, as well children orphaned due to AIDS. ROSEMARY ARDAYFIO, Ghana Rosemary Ardayfio works with Graphic Communications Group in Ghana as the deputy news editor. She holds a bachelor's degree in journalism and public rela- tions from the Ghana Institute of Journalism, Ghana, and a certificate of primary health care management from the Liverpool School of Tropical Medicine, Liver- pool, in the United Kingdom. Rosemary also studied health communication at Johns Hopkins University, Maryland, in the United States. She is a member of various organizations, including the Media Network on HIV, and is the president of the Communicators Against Tobacco. Contact: ardayfio1960@yahoo.com. The Teachers' Experiences | 27 KENYA I Stepping Up the Campaign Story by David Aduda She is dark with an imposing round figure and wearing a well-made kitenge dress. She is Beldina Atieno, 38 years of age, and separated from her hus- band of 11 years. Looking at the pictures in some of the magazines she car- ried with her, one gets the impression she has a taste for dressing well--she is exquisite and immaculate. She exudes confidence and her face is a mark of determination. Her physique and gait are a perfect demonstration of her past struggles with failing health. A holder of a P1 certificate with 18 years of service with Kenya's Teachers Service Commission (TSC), Beldina is currently a senior teacher at her school. Sometime in February 1990, her 12-month-old daughter went down with malaria and was hospitalized. The doctor recommended her daughter re- ceive a blood transfusion because she had become anemic. Upon testing, Beldina's daughter was diagnosed HIV-positive. As a result of denial about her own probable HIV status, it was a while before Beldina opted to go for an HIV test following her daughter's HIV-positive test. When she tested, her worst fears were confirmed--she was HIV-positive too. And with this revelation, both mother and daughter were to begin walking a completely different path. The Challenge of Being a Female Teacher Living with AIDS Without forewarning, her in-laws promptly stepped into the family's domes- tic affairs, and after talking with her husband, whom she had told about her HIV status, the in-laws took the children and everything in the house to "safe- ty" away from their now "sick" mother. The husband also departed immedi- ately, and this marked the start of her tribulations. She soon started falling ill, on and off, and by 2002 her condition had developed into full-blown AIDS. "I was literally thrown out of our matrimonial home by hostile relatives. When I got tested in 2000 and my husband's relatives got to know about my status, they just came to the house and took the children and everything. Soon after, my husband left after discussing this with the family members," she says. 28 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa KENYA FACTS AT A GLANCE Kenya has an estimated population of 34,255,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 1,300,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 6.1% An estimated 66,000 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36795 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 23%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 79% (78% male, 79% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 42% (42% male, 42% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 149,893 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 7,300 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. For Beldina, the results of the HIV test and the subsequent events were simply a nightmare. When she learned about her HIV status after the test, her immediate reaction was that of shock, bitterness, and anger. The first person at school to whom she revealed her condition was the head teacher of her school. However, with the benefit of hindsight, Beldina believes that the head teacher, the teachers, and other people she knew were already aware of her condition long before she had told them. "I had been sick on and off--at this time it was a case of full-blown AIDS. I could not attend school regularly, so I had to seek permission every time I was absent and that required that I explained what actually the problem was with me. In fact, when I started seeking medical attention and having been advised to get in touch with AMREF [The African Medical and Re- search Foundation] in Kibera, I had to go through a procedure to establish my food security levels. Having established that, I had to seek financial as- sistance from the head teacher to cater for my nutrition and that meant that I had to tell him about my status," she says. At the time she had developed symptoms that left no doubt in the minds of many people about her HIV status. The resulting stigma led to her sub- The Teachers' Experiences | 29 sequent withdrawal and she was soon bedridden. "From 2000 when I knew my HIV status, it affected my performance because I could not go to school owing to stigma," she says. Empowered and Soldiering On Asked what challenges she faces today as a result of her HIV status, Beldina is emphatic that she has weathered some of the most frightening challenges such as stigma and discrimination, which she faced at the height of her tribulations, at a time when she was ill and bedridden. "I have fought stigma to an extent that I do not see any serious challenge about my condition. My only challenge is how to get teachers to know their status so that those who are [HIV-]negative would stay so, and those testing positive could learn to live positively. The challenges I had before, like being discriminated against, is no more--I have overcome those," Beldina says. Her condition no longer affects her performance at school. She carries out her duties with dedication like any other teacher, if not better. Beldina says, "I do not take advantage of my condition. If I fall ill I'm treated the same way any other teacher is treated. I take the normal workload [lessons] like others. Before I became a senior teacher, I used to handle 34 lessons. As a senior teacher I handle 17 lessons [for a senior teacher this is the normal workload]--I do not ask for less load because of my status. Since I started taking the drugs in July 2003, I have never fallen sick." Beldina says she has very good rapport with her pupils. As a result of this closeness and good relations with the pupils, some of them, especially the grown-up students, have developed enough trust in her to confide some of their adoles- cent anxieties. In school, she also organizes sessions where she talks to pupils on sexu- ality with an aim of helping the pupils ap- preciate the value of abstaining from sex. "I have a very good relationship with the pupils; some come to me (the older ones) for counselling. I also organize sessions where we sit and talk about sexuality with the pupils, my aim is to see how pupils can 30 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa abstain until marriage," she says. "For pupils I do not talk about condoms or faithfulness, I only talk about abstinence. Having known how to relate with them, we discuss a lot," she says. Reunited as a Family Beldina has since reunited with her children, who had been taken away by her relatives, and they are now living together in harmony. However, her husband, who departed in 2000, has never returned, nor has he shown any signs of doing so in the near future. "At this point I lead a very normal life. I take full responsibility of my house--since my husband took off, he has not come back. I single-handedly take care of my family, I have the children back and the firstborn is in form three," she says. In Beldina's view, there are few initiatives in Kenya to assist teachers living with HIV. She knows that the Ministry of Education has an HIV policy, but the implementation has been difficult because most stakehold- ers have not been fully involved in the process. For example, she says, ma- jor stakeholders in the teaching profession, namely the TSC and the Ke- nya National Union of Teachers (KNUT), are yet to implement their own HIV policies. She understands the essence of support groups in efforts to mitigate the challenges of HIV. She is a founding member of a support group, Teachers Against AIDS (TAA), which meets regularly to share experiences and to support one another. "As a support group, we have started income-generat- ing activities. We print T-shirts with messages on HIV&AIDS that we sell to generate funds for our activities. The items that we produce are exhibited at the Nairobi International Show every year," she says. Reaching Out, Radiating Hope At an individual level, Beldina says that her single biggest contribution is having gone public about her HIV-positive status and having participated in various forums and documentaries about living positively with HIV. Bel- dina also visits schools in Nairobi with her TAA group members to talk to teachers about avoiding HIV infection. The Teachers' Experiences | 31 During these visitations, the TAA group members talk about their real life experiences, encouraging teachers to establish their HIV status. She also as- sists those who come to her for advice after testing HIV-positive, telling them where they can get medication. Beldina works closely with AMREF, which offers support, care, and treatment for those living with HIV. Asked about the results of her efforts, Beldina says that the results are encouraging, as she has managed to make teachers change their perception about HIV. In fact, many teachers have gone for HIV testing after listening to her and those who are diagnosed HIV-positive have subsequently re- ceived support from her. Many teachers, she says, now understand that testing HIV-positive was not synonymous with death, which was the case in the past. "I have made people realize that testing [HIV-]positive is just starting a new life," she says. Beldina says that teachers, parents, and community members are aware of HIV. The problem, however, is that people do not talk about HIV due to the stigma that is still associated with it. It is for this reason, therefore, that she and her support group visit schools to disseminate information on HIV, and in particular, encourage teachers to talk freely about the subject, to break the silence, and to eliminate the stigma as- sociated with HIV. "I live near a slum area, where there are many cases of HIV infections. Through the Kenya Network of Women with AIDS (KENWA), we have cre- ated a lot of awareness on the pandemic and that has helped to reduce new infections and as well, assisted those who are positive to get medication and lead a healthy life. Interestingly, when I visited some middle class residen- tial areas sometime ago, to talk to the youth about the subject, some of them were shocked when I told them that I was HIV-positive and was talking freely about it. That illustrated to me that many people still want to remain silent about the matter," she says. Beldina, however, believes that although the level of HIV awareness is appreciably high among all socioeconomic groups, perceptions about the disease differ from one economic class to another. Most people feel that HIV is for the poor. Moreover in many instances, groups carrying out HIV awareness campaigns only go to poor neighborhoods. 32 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Sensitizing Teachers, Students, and the Community Beldina says a lot needs to be done to sensitize teachers and to help them overcome the challenge of stigma. So far, she says, the TSC and the Ministry of Education concentrate on sensitizing their staff and focus less on teach- ers. She says it is the KNUT that has started a program to sensitize teachers to HIV. Started on a pilot basis, she hopes the program will eventually reach all teachers. In her view, very little was being done to sensitize pupils in primary schools. This is probably because pupils at this level were generally as- sumed to be low risk groups. "Sensitizing pupils? No, no stakeholders are doing it. It is only our sup- port group TAA doing it without support [external]. And we also try to reach the teachers but our finances are limited," she says. At the community level, those who benefit from sensitization are wom- en's groups and youth groups. The common woman at the household level, however, has not been reached. Looking into the Future Beldina believes that TSC has a lot to do to create awareness, improve pre- vention, and mitigate the impacts of HIV among teachers. In her view, TSC should create awareness among teachers through the Greater Involvement of People Living with HIV (GIPA) principle. In this strategy Beldina pro- poses that TSC can use teachers who have declared their HIV status so as to sensitize others. She proposes that KNUT should set up a fund for teachers living with HIV to help provide medication and nutrition. Since the union deducts 2 percent from teachers' salaries, she suggests that some 10 percent could be allocated from that vote to support HIV-positive teachers. Beldina esti- mates 10 percent of their monthly contributions to be KSh2.4 million, which the union can put into the HIV fund and then divide among KENEPOTE support groups. Further, she recommends that head teachers should treat teachers living with HIV just like any other teachers. The head teachers should avoid sym- pathy but instead empathize with them. Head teachers should accept HIV- positive teachers and allow them to teach in their institutions--there are The Teachers' Experiences | 33 cases where teachers are locked out of certain schools because of their HIV status. "Before a policy was developed head teachers could recommend transfers for teachers living with HIV," she says. Creating a Favorable Environment at the Workplace Although she has no problems relating to pupils in her school, Beldina feels that more needs to be done by the schools, the parents, and the rest of the community to make the working environment more conducive to teachers living with HIV. As the interview comes to a close it is clear why Beldina kept looking at her watch: she has another appointment with organizers of a seminar on HIV where she is a guest speaker on living positively with the HIV virus. Her schedule for the day is very tight, every minute counts, and off she dashes to her next call of duty. What sets Beldina apart from the ordinary teacher is her determination to make a difference in the fight against stigma and discrimination that comes with HIV. KENYA II Birth of the Second Child Changed His Life Story by David Aduda Mr. Martin Ptoch is a 34-year-old graduate teacher of English at Moi High School Sirgoi, Nandi North District. Martin had a serious urge to check his HIV status when his wife Celestine, who was 30 years of age, was preparing to deliver their second child and had to be put on medication for prevention of mother-to-child transmission. Celestine was informed of the need to be put on medication in August 2006 at the local health clinic she visited for her usual prenatal tests. Martin says he confirmed his HIV status the following day at Mosoriot Health Centre, about a kilometer from his school, where there is a VCT center. Deep in his mind he was convinced that he was HIV-positive. "The following day, I gathered courage and visited the VCT center where I was counseled and then tested. My worst fears were confirmed when I was told about the results of the test. Despite my preparedness, it took me some min- utes to compose myself and walk out of the center. Many things crossed my 34 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa mind as I walked home. How will I share the information with my wife? How will she take the matter?" Martin says. "I got to know about my condition in August 2006. Prior to that, I had had a prolonged spell of coughing but I never imagined that I could be HIV- positive," Martin says. He says that it took him two months to gather cour- age to go for a comprehensive HIV test due to the fear of being put on anti- retrovirals (ARVs). However, another bout of coughing in September 2006 compelled him to go for the HIV test at the Academic Model for the Pre- vention and Treatment of HIV&AIDS (AMPATH) at Moi Teaching and Re- ferral Hospital in Eldoret. AMPATH provides ARVs to about 38,000 people in western Kenya. Back at home, Martin believes his HIV status is only known by his uncle and younger brother (who works at AMPATH) and his wife. Much as he wanted to, he could not hide his condition from his younger brother, who had access to all the records for HIV-positive people who visit AMPATH. "I was not ready to let my brother working at AMPATH to know about my status because, as an elder brother, I was a role model to him. However, the doctor advised me to let my brother know about my status since he would get to know about it anyway because he deals with patients' files given his job as a TB monitor," he says. The doctor summoned his brother and broke the news to him. "I could see the shock in his face [Martin's brother] but he composed himself and offered his support and understanding," he says. Martin felt obliged to open up to one of his trusted uncles. Martin believes that he must have been infected when he was a student between 1995 and 1999. "I don't drink and I never had casual sex. I had only one girlfriend, who I believe infected me," he says. Martin, who has children aged 12 months and 5 years, says he is not sure about the HIV status of the firstborn. Born in 2001, she has never been sick, and he hopes she is HIV-negative. She is now five years old, and because she is very active at school, he believes that she is healthy. Having known his condition, Martin had to open up to his principal be- cause he was about to be transferred to another school in a remote place, where he would not easily receive medical services. "I had not applied for the transfer and it looked like some individuals wanted to take advantage of my situation. This was a very challenging mo- ment, as I had never wanted to use my status as a bargaining chip. However, The Teachers' Experiences | 35 I had to fight against the transfer by informing the head teacher about my status and the need to be near a medical facility," he says. Advising Others on How to Cope with HIV Martin states that the TSC should be cautious when transferring teachers, especially when individuals have not requested this. He re- ports that his principal has been very support- ive, always letting him go for medical check-ups or allowing him to rest when he was unwell. Even then, he is yet to share the information of his HIV status with other staff members and the students, though he has been at the forefront of discussing matters on HIV. "I wouldn't mind if my status was known, but I'm concerned about stigma that may affect my family. Many people consult me on health matters and I am not sure how they will react if they know that I am HIV-positive," he adds. Martin admits that although he felt strong and prepared the first time he went for a HIV test, the results left him emotionally disturbed. He suffered severe depression and for a while he could not work. "For the first few days after I had known my status, I found it hard to perform my duties because I was afraid that other teachers and students would know of my status. For the entire third term of 2006 I could not work and I am sure this affected the students' performance," he says. One of Martin's main challenges is to keep a healthy diet. He does not yet need ARVs, but he has to eat well to keep his immunity strong. However, this has been a tough challenge due to financial constraints he has had to face. Family Obligations Must Be Met Even When Sick Martin pays fees for a brother at a Teacher Training College and a sister pursuing catering studies. "These and other obligations have made me un- able to consistently adhere to a healthy diet resulting in the compromise of my CD4* count" he says. * A measure of the effectiveness of the body's immune system. 36 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Another problem Martin faces has been coping with the normal school routine. He has to ensure that he fulfils all his responsibilities despite his condition. "As the boarding master there are times when I have to wake up very early to ensure that the students attended to their morning duties be- fore they go to class. This sometimes puts my health at risk of diseases like pneumonia," he says. Talking Openly with Your Wife Provides Relief Martin says he discussed the issue with his wife and they decided to live positively. With the revelation of their HIV status, Martin and his wife have developed even greater understanding for each other. "I have managed to cope with my condition by being open and close to my spouse. We have ac- cepted the situation and decided to live positively because at the end of the day we are in charge of our destiny," he says. Martin says whenever negative thoughts cross their minds, they usually sit down and discuss it. After the confirmation of his HIV status, he con- tacted KENEPOTE, which offered him solace. The organization champi- ons the rights of HIV-positive teachers. He learned about KENEPOTE through an article in the TSC newsletter and knew that it was the only place where he would get comfort and support. After a week's search on the Internet, he obtained the contact details of the chairperson, Ms. Margaret Wambete. Coincidentally, Ms. Wambete happened to live in the Eldoret town, which is within close proximity to Martin's workstation in Nandi. Martin was grateful that the organization was quite welcoming when he got in touch, which reassured him. He says HIV-positive teachers usually meet at workshops organized by KENEPOTE where they share experiences and encourage each oth- er. Martin's first challenge after confirming that he was HIV-positive was how to cope with life with the condition. At the moment, Martin's CD4 count ranges from 350 to 400. This means his count is still above the 200 count level, which is important because if the CD4 count falls below 200, he would be considered critically immune-compromised and placed on ARVs. He says that though he is HIV-positive, the condition has not affected his performance. If anything, his condition has made him work even harder-- The Teachers' Experiences | 37 he has the highest number of lessons in his department, 16 lessons a week. "My duties in class are still as they were before I discovered my condition. I belong to various committees within the school, such as the Admissions Committee where I am the chairman, and head of the Boarding Depart- ment. I perform these duties diligently," he says. Keeping Active on the Tennis Pitch Martin is also a lawn tennis coach and his students have in the past pro- ceeded to the Provincial Championships. "I have resolved not to use my condition as an excuse not to perform my responsibilities. I go the extra mile to complete my work on schedule," he says. He says AIDS lessons should be introduced to the school curriculum to create awareness at all levels of education. Martin says that although the awareness about HIV is high, those infected are still viewed with suspicion. He adds, "In Kenya, the most educated people are the most difficult to ac- cept, it is like they think that the disease is for the low class." Schools Are Not Reached Martin says the level of HIV awareness is higher at the primary level than at secondary schools in Kenya. He underscores the need to teach about HIV starting from the primary school level. "We should not pretend that chil- dren are too young to understand matters of sex because at the end of the day they will learn about it through other ways," he says. Martin has become an advocate of HIV education in schools and he uses any available opportunity to educate teachers and students on the matter. He is consulted by many people from the surrounding community on HIV issues. Joining Hands Together Martin says TSC should support HIV-positive teachers and involve them in formulating policies affecting them. TSC should treat them with under- standing and, in particular, avoid disciplining HIV-positive teachers for ab- senteeism. 38 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa He says the KNUT should also play a key role in empowering HIV-posi- tive teachers. It should mount awareness campaigns to sensitize teachers on HIV and work hand-in-hand with organizations like KENEPOTE to support HIV-positive teachers. He says school heads and institutions should create a favorable environ- ment for teachers living with HIV to enable them to perform their duties well. Martin believes that school heads can do this by ensuring respect for each staff member. They should support teachers living with HIV by giving them permission to go for check-ups and treatment. They must also main- tain privacy and confidentiality for the HIV-infected teacher. DAVID ADUDA, Kenya David Aduda is a renowned education journalist in Sub-Saharan Africa. He holds a bachelor's degree in education, a master's degree in media studies, and a post- graduate certificate in advanced media management. He has conducted a num- ber of researches and published widely on education, media, gender, and HIV. He is on the board of the Africa Network Campaign on Education for All (ANCEFA) and is the founding member of the Network of African Education Journalists. Contact: aduda15@hotmail.com. MOZAMBIQUE Living Behind the Mask Story by Arão José Valoi Luis Julião is a 35-year-old history teacher at Escola Secundária da Moam- ba (Moamba Secondary School), 70 kilometers from Maputo. He has been teaching there for five years. Moamba is a border district with many mi- grant workers and traders. This makes it a high risk area, as there is money and many people in transit. According to the National Statistics Institute (INE), 90 percent of the local business comes from the black market. Luis' predicament began in 2003, when he started getting sick quite fre- quently and for long periods of time. He would routinely catch malaria and coughs, which took long to heal. But it was only in 2004, when he started getting strange marks on his body, that he started thinking seriously about his condition. The Teachers' Experiences | 39 MOZAMBIQUE FACTS AT A GLANCE Mozambique has an estimated popula- tion of 19,792,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 1,800,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 16.1% An estimated 20,000 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36796 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 7%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 77% (81% male, 74% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 7% (8% male, 6% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 54,721 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 6,700 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. He also started having sexual problems. "I started getting into a situa- tion where if I wanted to have sex with my wife, I could not erect. If I got erect and had sex, I got tired very fast. I knew something was wrong," he says. He discussed the matter with his wife and their first reaction was that he should consult a witchdoctor. This is the usual practice in Moamba, where the first port of call for any sick person is to visit the traditional healer or witchdoctor. A Captive of Superstition So he did the usual thing--he visited a witchdoctor, who told him long tales about the cause of his illnesses. He spent a lot of money to pay for the ser- vices and medicines given by the witchdoctor, but he did not improve. On the contrary, his condition worsened. He then moved to seek counsel from other witchdoctors, who like the first one, did not help him, only took his money, leaving him poorer. 40 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa However, late in 2004, a friend advised him to visit a VCT center for an HIV test. At first, this sounded far-fetched, as he could not imagine that he could be suffering from the HIV virus. With time, however, he took courage and visited a VCT center and for sure, he was diagnosed HIV-positive. This marked a turning point in his life. "When I received the news that I was HIV-positive, I was tongue-tied. But I had to accept the reality and deal with my situation," he says, and add- ing, "It is true that it was a big blow, but I quickly resolved that life had to continue, so I took the matter in stride." "With time, I have learnt that getting HIV infection does not mean that one has got a ticket to die. It's all about accepting the condition and learning to live with it," he says. Living under the Fear of Losing a Job For a while, he didn't tell anybody at the school about his HIV status for fear of discrimination and stigma. In fact, as a contract member of staff, he thought he would be sacked if it was discovered that he was sick. The only person he talked to about his condition was his wife, who apparently had all along been suspecting that Luis could be HIV-positive. Indeed, it was due to fear of stigma and discrimination that he did not want his real name disclosed in this story. "I can lose my job if I say my name and besides, I'm not ready to face the stigma that comes when people get to know that you are living with HIV," he says. Since he has not declared his HIV status publicly, it is difficult for him to get financial support from the school or from the teacher union to help him take care of himself. Neither has it been possible for him to network with other HIV-positive teachers to receive moral support. Unfortunately, this appears to be the situation with most of the teachers who are living with HIV--they continue with the culture of denial, silence, and not being able to get the full support they need to lead a healthy life. Luis is aware that HIV is prevalent in Moamba. He also knows there are quite a number of teachers living with the HIV virus, but they are not will- ing to talk about it. However, Luis goes to the local VCT center where he gets medical sup- port and advice to keep him in good shape. Indeed, he is grateful to the VCT The Teachers' Experiences | 41 center because it has provided him with the support he needs. His plea is that a lot of work needs to be done to end the culture of denial and silence that is killing many Mozambicans. Living on a Shoestring Budget He is cognizant of the challenges facing teachers living with HIV, but is worried that little is being done to address them. Matters are made worse by the fact that teachers are underpaid and work under hard conditions, making it difficult for those living with the HIV virus to get medication and the food they need to keep healthy. "Teachers in Mozambique work under difficult conditions and earn poor salaries that cannot allow them to lead a decent life," he says. He therefore urges the government and other employers to raise teachers' salaries and improve their terms of service. He thanks the members of the Moamba VCT center for the support they have given to him and to others who do not have the courage to go public about their HIV status. ARÃO JOSÉ VALOI, Mozambique Arão José Valoi holds a Licenciatura degree in public administration from the High- er Institute for International Relations, Maputo. He also has a diploma in journalism and communication from the Maputo School of Journalism. He is currently working at the International Organization for Migration. As a journalist he previously worked at Quimera Media, which coordinated the eco- nomic magazine Pequenos, Grandes Negocios. Before, he worked at Meianoite, an independent newspaper, where he was in charge of the economic supplement and where he won the CNN/MultiChoice Best African Journalism Award, Portu- guese category, in 2007. He has also worked as a journalist for O País, the Indepen- dent Society of Communication (Soico in Portuguese) newspaper. His first experi- ences in journalism were at Miramar TV and Savana. Contact: araovaloi@hotmail.com or a.valoi@yahoo.com.br. 42 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa RWANDA HIV a Threat to Job Security Story by Clément Musangabatware Born in the district of Nyaruguru, Southern Province, Charles Nyam- wasa is 39 years old and has been living with HIV since 2004. Openly available to comment on his experience, he told us that even before he was tested HIV-positive he had a feeling that he had been infected. So he was not surprised when he was tested and diagnosed HIV-positive. Although he is on ARVs, he faces serious challenges: the risk of losing his job, leaves of absence, and the lack of a network of people living with HIV, to name but a few. Charles is in charge of discipline and physical education at Notre Dame de la Paix Secondary School, Cyanika Parish, in the Nyamagabe district. Charles does not consider marriage because of his health status. At the end of his secondary school studies in Section Normale Primaire (D6) in 1989, he was hired to teach at Notre Dame de la Paix Secondary School, which is sponsored by the Catholic Church, Cyanika Parish. Next to the school are a health center and a primary school. About 300 meters away is the memorial site for the 1994 genocide victims. The area is home to many people who were displaced from their homes during the genocide. Sometime in 2004, Charles was admitted to Kigeme Hospital, located about 12 kilometers from the school, suffering from various ailments. In his mind, he was convinced that he was HIV-positive. So he talked with one of the nuns at the hospital who advised him to take the test. The following morning he told his doctor that he wanted to be tested for HIV. The doctor took his blood for the test and he was HIV-positive. But he was neither shocked nor dispirited. When he told the nun and his two older brothers, they took it positively and encouraged him to fight on. HIV Keeps Charles Away from Sports For Charles, the main challenge is opportu- nistic diseases that keep him from adequately The Teachers' Experiences | 43 RWANDA FACTS AT A GLANCE Rwanda has an estimated population of 9,038,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 190,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 3.1% An estimated 19,000 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36797 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 42%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 74% (72% male, 75% female) The gross secondary enrollment in 2005: total 14% (15% male, 13% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 28,254 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 800 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. performing his job. Every time he falls sick he has to take time off and con- sult his doctor at the Kigeme Hospital. He does not practice sports as he used to because his doctor advised him not to exhaust himself. As a physical education teacher, he truly misses the long runs that used to be his favorite pastime at school with his students. His expenses have considerably increased (almost doubled) because he does not take free food subsidies offered to people living with HIV in hospi- tals. He prefers to leave it to those poorer than him. He complains about the lack of associations of teachers living with HIV. Aside from antiretroviral medications, he does not receive financial support from any other source. With antiretroviral drugs, his health has improved and he can hope to live as long as he follows his doctor's advice. He feels depressed when he hears people talk about having many girlfriends, saying that this was the surest way of getting infected. He is also worried about what students say about his health status. His main concern is the risk of losing his job due to lack of higher quali- fications--most secondary schoolteachers are now required to have a uni- 44 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa versity degree while he only has a high school (D6) certificate. He suggests that governments should support untrained teachers to get university train- ing. He also wants teachers living with HIV to form networks to support themselves. He is currently involved in campaigns on HIV. CLÉMENT MUSANGABATWARE, Rwanda Clément Musangabatware is a trained journalist who currently works with the Rwanda National Commission for UNESCO, where he is in charge of communica- tion, information, and documentation. He is responsible for the dissemination of educational issues throughout the country. Previously he worked with Radio 10 as the news editor. He has also been involved in various programs under the EFA campaign. Contact: cmusangabatware@yahoo.fr or musangabatware@yahoo.fr/. SENEGAL Living Positively with HIV in the Wake of General Denial Story by Habibatou Gologo Etienne3 is 49 years old and is the principal of a school in Kaolack, some 192 kilometers from Dakar. He is employed by the Senegal National Ministry of Education and he started his teaching career in October 1983. No one can tell his HIV status at first sight. He has a confident compo- sure and exudes serenity. While talking about his experience, he is reflec- tive and thoughtful and yet forthright about his HIV status. Etienne was tested in 2002 and found to be HIV-positive. Between 1997 and 1998 he suffered from recurrent illnesses. Earlier in 1992, while he was teaching at Ziguinchor, he had almost taken the HIV test. But he did not have the courage to do so then. Ten years later, he went for the test where he was diagnosed as HIV-positive. His doctor never raised the possibility of him being infected with HIV when he treated him for the recurrent illnesses. He attributed them to hy- 3 Name changed to avoid identification. The Teachers' Experiences | 45 SENEGAL FACTS AT A GLANCE Senegal has an estimated population of 11,658,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 61,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 0.9% An estimated 4,000 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36798 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 35%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 69% (70% male, 67% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 17% (19% male, 15% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 32,005 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 400 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. pertension, so Etienne lived with the HIV virus for a long time without re- alizing that he was HIV-positive. When he discovered he was HIV-positive, he confided in his wife that same day and asked her to also go for the HIV test. He thought he was not going to live for more than five years and was worried about his children, who were then very young. The test turned out to be negative for his wife. She was tested three months later and still remained negative, which reassured Etienne. He later shared the information on his HIV status with his brothers and sisters, his father, and close friends. All of them showed compassion and understanding and gave him a lot of moral support. And even if a few of his family members resented him because of his HIV status, they still support- ed him. He used to be the main family care provider but now he is "excused" from responsibilities because of his condition. He has not discussed the matter with his colleagues or students for fear of stigma. Many years have passed by since the discovery of HIV, but the attitude has not changed, especially in the education sector where people 46 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa should be more open, says Etienne. So because of the stigma, Etienne has kept his HIV status a secret from them. Disclosure to a Select Group of People However, Etienne did not stop at informing his family, he also spoke to his superiors, the school inspector, and the principal. Since then, he is often permitted to take time off for medical check-ups without any problems. He says special support programs should be put in place for teachers living with HIV to help them cope with their condition. HIV has changed the way he works because he does not teach anymore-- he is limited to administrative duties. Living with HIV is not easy, Etienne says. ARVs cause pain and he finds it difficult to wake up in the morning. Living this long with the HIV virus has taken a heavy toll on his family. He has not been able to buy a house or go for training at the National School for Applied Economy where he want- ed to pursue a diploma in economic planning and management. HIV has affected his family life because the cost of treatment does not allow him to satisfactorily attend to his wife's needs. And despite her sup- port and understanding, his wife sometimes used to threaten to reveal his HIV status to their children. In fact, this forced Etienne to talk to their four children about his condi- tion some two years ago. He first talked to his son who was in the fifth year of high school and who wanted to be a doctor. Etienne believes that this changed his son's perspective about life, which inspired his son to work harder, and he eventually passed his high school exams with flying colors. He then spoke to his three daughters and believes that a climate of con- fidence and respect prevails since. While talking to them, Etienne used the opportunity to insist on prevention. School Is a "Social Vaccine" Etienne believes that "School is the best social vaccine because that is where children can get better information about the virus and can learn to protect themselves to avoid infections." However, he believes that a teacher living with HIV and whose HIV status is known cannot continue to teach. He The Teachers' Experiences | 47 fears that the stigma may result in pupils refusing to enter classes taught by a teacher they know to be HIV-positive. "We need to pass messages that do not promote sexuality but encourage abstinence as the first mean of protection," he says. Because Etienne be- lieves that he was infected in his early years on the job, he states that pre- vention programs for teachers must start early. Uninfected people must be targeted because of their vulnerability, and counseling programs must be mandatory before the new teachers are posted in rural areas. Etienne is unaware of any support programs initiated by the teacher unions. While it is true that he did not reveal his HIV status to his union, Etienne says the organization needs to put in place a support system for its members because HIV can potentially ruin the teaching profession. Finally, he underscores the need for family members and friends to sup- port those living with HIV. "Discriminating against a sick person is a sure way of sending him or her to the grave earlier," he says. HABIBATOU GOLOGO, Senegal Habibatou Gologo is currently a deputy editor-in-chief of Nouvel Horizon, a week- ly magazine in Senegal dealing with politics, media, and culture. Before, she was in charge of the pages on International and Social Issues. She has written extensively on reproductive health, and has written stories of women living with HIV in the Central African Republic and the Democratic Republic of Congo. She is currently working on a report on human rights in Senegal. Contact: gologoh@gmail.com. TANZANIA Running Away from Work-Based Stigma Story by Erick M. N. Kabendera Theresia Hakili is 53 years old and people who know her call her Mwalimu4 Hakili, meaning teacher Hakili, or Teddy. Until a few years ago she was a primary schoolteacher, but she took early retirement as a result of stigma in the workplace. 4 Mwalimu is a Kiswahili word for teacher. 48 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa In 1999, at Ilala Primary School in Dar es Salaam, where Mwalimu Hakili used to teach, some teachers started breaking her cups and discouraged pupils from getting close to her soon after she revealed that she was HIV- positive. One particular day she recalls she went to a classroom to drink juice, but was shocked when she found that her juice had been poured out and the glass thrown into a dustbin. "There was nothing I could do. The only option was to retire and do some other things. So I left in December 2005," says Mwalimu Hakili. She feared that things could have gotten extreme had she chosen to stay on. She spends most of her time volunteering now. She gives public talks on HIV and her experiences as a person living with the HIV infec- tion. Mwalimu Hakili supports three grandchildren who live with her on the outskirts of Dar es Salaam. She caters for all of their basic needs, in- cluding education. A New Calling: A Fulfilling Mission Apart from her volunteering activities, she also works for the National Net- work of Tanzanian Women with HIV&AIDS (NETWO+), which she helped to start with a friend three years ago. She says she understands that HIV has hit hard in the teaching profes- sion. "Many of my friends and colleagues have died. Many more are still dying without knowing," says Mwalimu Hakili, referring to teachers she knows who have shown symptoms but are not ready to go for VCT. "I know some who went for VCT, but ran away from the results. Some of them know their status but have not revealed it to their spouses or relatives. It is important to let others know that you are already infected so that you could be supported. But stigma is a problem, be it at home or the work- place," says Mwalimu Hakili. From 1968 to 1969, Hakili was enrolled in form one to form two but could not continue with education due to financial problems. In 1970, she joined the military service in the Iringa region and in 1972 her father, who she says wanted her to teach, sent her to Kasulu Teaching College in the Kigoma region. She passed her exams and was awarded a certificate in teaching. Mwalimu Hakili then decided to study nursing in the Tabora region for nine months. In 1974, she was appoint- The Teachers' Experiences | 49 TANZANIA FACTS AT A GLANCE Tanzania has an estimated population of 38,328,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 1,400,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 6.5% This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. An estimated 22,000 people were receiv- The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. IBRD 36799 FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 9%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 91% (92% male, 91% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: data not available Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 135,013 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 7,400 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. ed as a primary schoolteacher in Tabora under the Unified Teaching Services Program. She got married in 1975 and never thought her marriage would one day end because they lived so happily. Forced to Sleep out in the Cold But soon things changed and there were constant beatings from her hus- band. Mwalimu Hakili says her husband would come home drunk and would start beating her, sometimes forcing her to sleep out in the cold. She got tired and asked for a divorce in 1985 and took their five children with her. The salary of a teacher was meager, but she was confident she could educate her children. "If my husband was not a drunk and wasn't beating me, we would have stayed together. I tried to be faithful to him but that didn't help. I could not give a good education to my children because I couldn't af- ford the fees so they didn't attain higher qualifications. One of them is a taxi driver and another one is married, but cannot afford to take care 50 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa of her children. I am happy to live with them since they comfort me," she says. Beyond Being Caring and Loving, There Was Much More A few years after her divorce, Mwalimu Hakili met another man, who was financially stable, loving, and caring. He provided for the children as if they were his own. He provided everything she wanted and she did not have to worry anymore. A few months later, Mwalimu Hakili was surprised when the man proposed that they should go for an HIV test. She was baffled and questioned the motive. "I was healthy and he looked healthy too. I didn't think I needed any test. He tried to convince me for a number of days but I declined. Eventually, I agreed," she says. At the hospital where they went for testing, Mwalimu Hakili says the man discussed the results with the doctor without involving her. When they arrived at home, she asked to see the results, but he refused. She says she convinced him to go to another hospital for another test but the same thing happened. "He looked worried each time we came back from testing. He spent most of his time in bed. At that time, I started smelling a rat," she says. She later decided to go for a HIV test on her own and found out that she was HIV- positive. "I knew it was him. I felt hurt and betrayed but I calmed down and kept it to myself. In the meantime, he was becoming weaker as days passed," she says. "After a while, I started attending a clinic and asked him to go as well. He protested and warned me not to tell anybody that he was HIV-positive. But as days passed, he lost weight and he could not work. He wanted to retreat to his home village, but I told him he would die soon, as there was nobody to look after him there. That was the time I decided to reveal my status to the public," she says. Testing by Sight Only Proved to Be Misleading In retrospect, she says, her desire for new love after her broken mar- riage led her to the path of HIV. "My desire to have a new love, after years of colorless marriage endangered my life. But I must confess that The Teachers' Experiences | 51 he was the man who rekindled my life and activated my sexual desires. He took good care of my children as if they were his own but the big mistake I made was to test him with my eyes; we never went for HIV test- ing," she says. When she started teaching at Ilala in De- cember 1995, she had disclosed her HIV sta- tus and the head teacher had agreed to reduce her workload from five lessons a week to three. No sooner had teachers at the school known that she was HIV-positive, they started talking ill about her. She felt so bad, but stood strong. Isolating HIV-Positive Teachers As a teacher, Mwalimu Hakili says she was supposed to be close to the stu- dents, but other teachers protested against this, saying she would infect the students with the HIV virus. She says the situation became bad and she decided to quit her job, after 32 years of service. At Ilala Primary School, she had identified six HIV-positive children, whom she supported very much. She gave them courage and hope and made them understand that they would grow up and lead a decent life. "The day I left, they cried so much. But I am still in touch with some of them. The youngest is now on ARVs. The oldest has completed grade 7. I still believe that if it wasn't for the stigma, I would be teaching to- day," she says. She notes that there were several AIDS orphans at the school where she used to teach, and some were living with HIV. Only a few, though, were be- ing taken care of by the local government, which was providing them with food, uniforms, and ARVs. But the uniforms and food given to the children were not adequate. It is for this reason that Mwalimu Hakili is asking the Ministry of Education to initiate school health and feeding programs to help such children. She says many teachers are infected with the HIV virus, but they rarely talk about it. Many have died and those still alive fear disclosing their HIV 52 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa status for fear of losing their jobs. "The working environment does not suit people living with HIV," she says. When she disclosed her condition, her friends and neighbors started treating her as if she didn't deserve to live anymore. From the experience, Mwalimu Hakili believes people living with HIV need professional care and treatment. But few of them get such services, especially in rural areas. "The reason I am saying this is because people don't want to accept the fact that they are infected and need to let other people know so that they can be helped," she says. Going Public about HIV Elicits Negative Responses She disclosed her HIV status in 2000 and started participating in different HIV campaigns, including appearing on talk shows both on the radio and television. "I was trying to make the public understand that HIV&AIDS is like any other disease but the man I was with said people would know he is infected. That was self-inflicted stigma," she says. Mwalimu Hakili had also gone through the same experience when she first learned about her HIV status. "I was asking myself, why me? And my head was aching for three months but I later got used to it," she says. "When my father saw me on TV declaring that I was HIV-positive, he collapsed and died," she says. According to Mwalimu Hakili, fighting stigma should start at the personal level, where she has accepted her HIV status and is now living a positive life. "Most of the people later accepted me and started supporting me," she says. Mwalimu Hakili has not given up on life and the fight against HIV alto- gether. She says she wants to use her time to help people, especially the young. She travels to different parts of the country to sensitize people about HIV. A National Campaign to Avert Infection In early 2002, the Tanzania Commission for AIDS (TACAIDS) launched a campaign against the spread of HIV. The campaign involved an exercise in recognizing from a group of people whether a person was HIV-positive. Mwalimu Hakili also participated. The exercise was meant to show people The Teachers' Experiences | 53 how it is difficult to know the HIV status of a person just by looking at them. "President Kikwete, the then Minister for Foreign Affairs, was the guest of honor. He encouraged us and we felt like other people," she says. Mwalimu Hakili says many of the NGOs involved in the fight against HIV have disappointed her because most of them are meant to enrich the founders. "Let students, teachers, and all people working in the education sector wake up and take part in the fight," she says. Despite the shortcomings, Mwalimu Hakili says the Ministry of Educa- tion and Vocational Training is doing a good job by initiating a campaign on HIV that targets teachers and students. "There is no reason why most of us should ignore this disease as many young people have lost their lives. This country cannot do without the young people," she says, adding, "Young people need to be educated on HIV in schools so that they can make informed decisions. There are still weak- nesses in the form of training facilities and the teachers themselves. Most of them don't understand what they teach when it comes to sex education." Most children are pulled out of school to take care of their sick parents, while some are forced to start work at an early age to support themselves after losing their parents. An Army of Orphans She refers to government statistics indicating that many students in sec- ondary schools and colleges were getting infected every day. These young people are likely to grow up and get married and ultimately give birth, only to die thereafter and leave behind more orphans. "Their children will add to the number of AIDS orphans. The situation might get worse if the young people are not educated on how to protect themselves. They should know that it is important to test before getting married or giving birth," Mwalimu Hakili says, and follows up with, "The orphans on the streets are our sons and daughters. Their parents were pro- fessionals but died due to AIDS. The children are ours and we need to take good care of them." Some of the problems faced by teachers living with HIV include poor pay, lack of promotion, and an inflexible timetable that fails to give teachers 54 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa infected with HIV time to take leave when they are ill. The Ministry of Education and Vocational Training should therefore put in place policies to help address the problems faced by teachers living with HIV, their families, and orphans. ERICK M. N. KABENDERA, Tanzania Erick M. N. Kabendera is a features writer for Mwananchi Communications Ltd, in Dar es Saalam, Tanzania. His duties include researching and gathering information on education, HIV, the environment, and health. He holds an advanced diploma in journalism studies from the University of Dar es Salaam and is currently pursuing a postgraduate diploma in management leadership at Strathmore University, Kenya. He is a member of the Association of Journalists Against AIDS in Tanzania (AJAAT) and the Committee of Concerned Journalists (CCJ). Contact: ekabendera@yahoo.com. ZAMBIA Herbal Medicine Has Its Allure, Too Story by Henry Kabwe "The problem with my community is that they know about HIV and volun- tary counseling and testing, but they do not know `what next' after testing positive," says Jennifer Mushibwe, a 40-year-old teacher at Chipata Basic School in Lusaka. Despite campaigns to sensitize people about free antiretro- viral therapy in Zambia, few believe that anyone with HIV can live for long. Having lived with HIV for 10 years, it has been difficult for Jennifer to come out in public about her HIV status and she has been careful about disclosing her HIV status to teachers and pupils that come to her with HIV- related problems. Her courage to even talk to a few people about her HIV-positive status came as a result of a workshop organized by the Comprehensive HIV&AIDS Management Programme (CHAMP) where there was a VCT onsite and workshops organized by the Anti-AIDS Teachers Association of Zambia (AATAZ) with the Ministry of Education. Now, Jennifer faces the challenge of making sure that she has a balanced diet on her table every day, despite her meager salary. The Teachers' Experiences | 55 ZAMBIA FACTS AT A GLANCE Zambia has an estimated population of 11,668,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV is 1,100,000 The HIV prevalence (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 17% An estimated 49,000 people were receiv- This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any IBRD 36800 endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. FEBBRUARY 2009 ing antiretroviral treatment by the end of 2005 (estimated coverage: 26%) The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 89% (89% male, 89% female) The net secondary enrollment in 2005: total 26% (29% male, 23% female) Estimated number of primary schoolteachers: 46,414 Estimated number of primary schoolteachers living with HIV: 6,300 Source: Risley and Bundy, 2007; UIS, 2008; and WHO, 2008. Paradox of Donor Dependence In the past, the Ministry of Education used to provide the herbal medicine "alluwe" as a supplement for people living with HIV with a CD4 count above 200. In addition to that, the Zambian government even gave trans- port refunds to teachers living with HIV that went to collect the herbal remedy. The herbal remedy is meant for boosting the CD4 count and be- cause Jennifer has not been on medication for the last two months, she is worried that this may affect her health. This, she notes, is the consequence of donor inconsistency. To get involved in helping other people, Jennifer has been part of a team going around under the auspices of AATAZ to sensitize teachers on HIV. "We identify people living with HIV and we train them how to prepare cheap, but nutritious, traditional food," she says. At school, Jennifer does what she calls "telling the facts and truth" with a daring smile. She has innovatively incorporated HIV in her subject, Office 56 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Practice, and she is actively involved in using an anti-AIDS club at school to tell children about the pandemic. Her basic school teaches grades 1 to 9, and due to the fear of being stig- matized, a number of the pupils are not keen to go to any talks on HIV. To counter that, entertainment is provided, where Jennifer has a few of the `faithful' begin beating drums or dancing, or a disco is organized to attract the younger students to the talks. During the show, when the children are engaged in the performance, Jennifer gets to the podium and talks about HIV in a sustained, interesting manner; this gets children learning through entertainment. "We have to be innovative because stigma is still prevalent in our schools," she adds. She is happy that her HIV campaigns through AATAZ have enabled her to help many people. Among other activities, she appears on radio talk shows and visits schools and churches to discuss issues relating to HIV. She commands respect in her community, which has helped her cope and reach out to the parents and children at the same time. Diplomacy Pays Her approach to reach other teachers has not been easy. She has to be stra- tegic and diplomatic, and due to her wise advice, she has seen a number of teachers go for VCT. Over time she has emerged as a source of comfort to many teachers and pupils. Her commitment to solving other people's prob- lems is greatly appreciated; in fact, hardly a day passes by without Jennifer talking with a grieving person. At assembly time, she takes time to talk to the children about HIV, passing simple messages that attract many to seek personalized counsel from her. "Many people have come to me mainly because of the way I talk to the pupils and teachers during the assembly," she says, adding, "I have actually recommended some children who are on ARVs not to pay school fees so that they could reserve some money for food." For Jennifer, it took the counsel of a cousin to convince her to go for the HIV test. Although she went for the test at Zambia-Emory HIV Re- search Project (ZEHRP), Jennifer was not keen to find out the results. It was not until seven years later, in 2004, when she became seriously ill that she went again for the HIV test. She was diagnosed as HIV-positive The Teachers' Experiences | 57 and she had to tell her husband, who had been against the idea of her taking the test. "When he heard that I was HIV-positive, he changed completely. What made the situation worse was that my husband was [HIV-]negative," she says. Because of the behavior of her husband, Jennifer's CD4 count de- creased as she stopped eating and withdrew into a cocoon. Talking to Your Children about HIV Creates Stronger Bonds in the Family She has, however, overcome those difficult moments and has told her chil- dren about her condition. In fact, the three children, between ages 10 and 18, have taken it upon themselves to take good care of her. "They are now my good friends. They know when I am tired and come to assist me in what I am doing. Sometimes they stop me if I work too much," says Jennifer. Apart from her children, her elder sister was shocked when she learned that she was HIV-positive, but she has accepted it and is now contributing toward Jennifer's medical care. Jennifer reckons that she has developed a hot temper and suffers mem- ory loss, which has at times affected her work, but she is trying hard to cope with her condition. Her CD4 count now stands at 350 and she is not on ARVs (the drugs are given to people whose CD4 count is less than 200). Union Comes to the Rescue for Members Living with HIV The Zambia National Union of Teachers (ZNUT) has been giving some food aid to help supplement teachers living with HIV. In addition, the union pays 50 percent of the fees for teachers living with HIV to further their education. The Ministry of Education used to give food supplements, but they dis- continued this practice. However, the AATAZ has developed a garden where traditional crops are grown to sell to teachers living with HIV at a cheaper price. Jennifer has accepted her HIV status and wants to fulfill certain projects in her life. "It is important for others to go for VCT before they get very sick like I did," she says. 58 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa On teaching HIV and sex education in schools, she says it depends on the age of the pupils being targeted. She recognizes the fact that stigma is still prevalent surrounding HIV. Most teachers who have openly disclosed their HIV status are not promot- ed to senior positions. "They cannot be appointed because the management feels that they will fall sick. The Teaching Service Commission should go around schools instead of depending on reports from the head teachers," she says, and adds, "Some teachers living with HIV may not be liked by the head [teacher]." Stigma and discrimination discourage teachers from going for VCT for fear of being sidelined by the school management. Yet, the teachers living with HIV should be encouraged and promoted to higher positions. She says head teachers should encourage teachers to go for VCT and stop discrimi- nating against those teachers living with HIV. Parents and communities should also encourage their children to join anti-AIDS clubs in schools. HENRY KABWE, Zambia Henry Kabwe is a journalist who has worked with The Monitor and the National Mirror in Lusaka, focusing on HIV, health, the environment, and human rights. He holds a diploma in journalism and public relations and advertising, and is currently pursuing a degree in mass communications at the University of Zambia. He has also worked as a correspondent for the Voice of America (VOA), and as an editor for the Education Digest, a newsletter published by the Oxfam/Common- wealth Education Fund (CEF), Zambia. He has undertaken several courses on HIV and related issues, including "Telling Stories of Life and HIV/AIDS in Zambia" at the Zambia Institute of Mass Communication Educational Trust (ZAMCOM), Lusaka. He is the chairperson of the Zambian Chapter of the Media Institute of South- ern Africa (MISA) and the coordinator of the Media Network on Orphans and Vul- nerable Children. Contact: kabwehen@hotmail.com. The Teachers' Experiences | 59 ZANZIBAR (TANZANIA) Taking HIV Lessons Beyond the Classroom Story by Erick M. N. Kabendera About 40 kilometers from the Unguja Island of Zanzibar, in a small village called Meli, Sara Abdi Mwita, a 28-year-old primary school- teacher, sat with her daughter on a mat as she prepared supper. She complained that her day had been hectic and tiring. She had gone to attend a clinic where she met her doctor and collected a dose of ARVs. Afterwards she proceeded to Kiaga Primary School where she was to teach two subjects, but she only managed one. After teaching at school, she had to catch up with two other women who had booked her to plait their hair at her house. She completed plaiting their hair by 6 p.m. and set to prepare supper. She was, however, happy that many young women were flocking to her house for hairdos compared to the past when many avoided her because she was HIV-positive. Apparently, they did not know then that Sara knew of her condition, and they thought she was a health risk. In fact, they were worried that they could contract the HIV virus by simply having their hair done by Sara. With time, however, they have learned better. In the first place, Sara talks about her condition openly and her customers have gotten used to her. She is no longer stigmatized for her condition. Making the Best Out of a Difficult Situation "I use the time when I'm plaiting the women [`s hair] to sensitize them about HIV. In the end, most of them have changed their attitudes about those living with the virus. In fact, they are now free with me and ask me a lot of things about HIV," she says. When we visited Sara at home, she was preparing to go for a meeting for the Association of People Living with HIV. The house was quiet but a trembling voice could be heard from one of the rooms. That was Sara's aging mother. 60 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa ZANZIBAR (TANZANIA) FACTS AT A GLANCE Zanzibar has an estimated population of 1,144,000 The approximate number of people living with HIV/AIDS is 6,000 The HIV prevalence rate (adults aged 15 to 49 years) is 6.5% This map was produced by the Map Design Unit of The World Bank. An estimated percentage of people with The boundaries, colors, denominations and any other information shown on this map do not imply, on the part of The World Bank Group, any judgment on the legal status of any territory, or any endorsement or acceptance of such boundaries. IBRD 36801 FEBBRUARY 2009 advanced HIV infection receiving anti- retroviral treatment 50% The net primary enrollment in 2005: total 77% The net secondary enrollment in 2006: total 36% Number of teachers in the public sector in 2004: 7,600 Number of primary school teachers living with HIV: 600 Source: Note that most sources do not disaggregate data on Zanzibar from data on the United Republic of Tanzania. Data reported here are from Zanzibar UNGASS Report (2008) and Zanzibar Education Development Plan (2008-2015) Upon enquiring, she explained that her husband divorced her two years ago, after they had been diagnosed HIV-positive. "I decided to go back to my parents after the divorce, and this is where I've been living since, and I have no regrets," she says. It was in 2004 when Sara and her husband were tested and found to be HIV-positive. Sara says it is hard for her to forget the day. "My husband woke up in the morning saying he wanted to go for an HIV test at Zayadesa Health Center in the neighboring Miembeni Street," she says. "He was weak and suffering from chronic fever while he had been thinning muscles for a long time," she says. She let her husband go and take the HIV test al- though she was worried that he was suffering from a serious disease. "I don't know why I was suspecting that he was HIV-positive or any other bad disease, but I felt that something bad was about to happen. I re- mained home the whole day waiting for him to come back. As I continued waiting, I felt as if my heart was popping out," she says. "My second born child was almost one year old and I was still breastfeeding her, and that worried me even more," she says, adding, "I could not eat that day." The Teachers' Experiences | 61 Men Find It Hard to Go for a HIV Test Surprisingly though, her husband was not bothered even when it was clear his health was failing. He had not been able to eat anything for two days before going for the HIV test but when he came back from the health cen- ter, he seemed happier than before. She felt relieved thinking he had tested negative. Sara asked him for the results but he said the doctor had withheld the results, as he wanted to give them when the couple were together. The fol- lowing day, they both woke up very early and went to see the doctor to get the results. All along, she had been suspecting that there was something wrong. If her husband was not HIV-positive, then there was no reason why she would be called to the health center. "I felt encouraged on the other hand. I was prepared to face anything, bad or good," she says. As soon as she arrived at the health center, Sara was asked to take the HIV test, too. It was not easy to sit and wait for the results, with many things going through her mind. "Minutes passed before a doctor who had taken the blood sample called us to his office. He asked me not to be shocked in case I was told that I was HIV-positive," she says. "I am sorry. You need to accept the results," she repeats the doctor's words, adding, "I cried and cried but I later felt the courage to handle the situation and went home." Pre-testing and post-testing counseling sessions that she went to helped her to tackle the challenges ahead. "I stood up and asked my husband to go home. I was horrified. But my greatest worry was my children. I wondered who would take care of them supposing I died soon thereafter," she says. She is not sure whether any of her children are infected since she has not taken them for HIV testing. This is because she is afraid of being told the truth about their HIV status. "I haven't even discussed the matter with the doctor. I don't know what I will do if they are also infected," she says. Sara has disclosed her condition to her parents, who, although shocked at first, have come to accept her. The Truth Shall Set You Free Sara shed tears as she recounted her story. She doesn't want to talk a lot about the things that have happened in her life since she learned about her HIV status. "However, I feel better because I have accepted my condition. 62 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa But I keep worrying about my children--what would happen to them if I die?" she wonders as she wipes tears off her face. Although Sara lost hope in life at one time, she has since pulled herself together and has resolved to lead a healthy life and to carry on with her work. "I have accepted my condition, but I am also lucky to have the sup- port of my parents. My mother had once taken care of an AIDS patient and it was easy for her to accept me," she recalls. For Sara, it was time for her to look for people who had gone through the same situation to learn from their experiences. She also looked out for orga- nizations that dealt with HIV-positive people. "I think my parents support- ed me a lot, especially when they allowed me to seek membership in orga- nizations dealing with people living with HIV," she says. However, they were very careful since they didn't want many people to know they were infected, fearing the stigma associated with the HIV virus. "We didn't want even our neighbors to know our status. Only very few col- leagues knew that," says Sara. Besides, Sara has other worries concerning her job. She holds a two-year certificate in education, which she attained at Nkrumah Teachers College in Bububu, but her qualification no longer assures her of continued em- ployment because there are more highly qualified teachers available. And while she is thinking of going back to the college for a diploma course, she is not sure she can cope given her already numerous demands. "I feel I still have many days to live. That is why I have decided to buy a piece of land for my children before I build a house for them," Sara says. This is to secure a future for the children and ensure that they are not ha- rassed by some exploitative relatives, which happens in many cases. The Zanzibar Association of People Living with HIV&AIDS (ZAPHA+) is an organization of approximately 160 members, the majority of whom are women, who have been abandoned by their spouses. ZAPHA+ advo- cates for people living with HIV in Zanzibar and provides material and moral support to its members through peer counseling, home-based care, and nutritional and psychological counseling and support. In October 2006, the Zanzibar Parliament adopted its first HIV policy. The requests of some conservative Muslim lawmakers to close all bars and outlaw revealing clothing as part of the strategy was, however, turned down. Lawmakers also rejected requests from some Muslim lawmakers to screen The Teachers' Experiences | 63 all visitors to the Zanzibar Archipelago for HIV and segregate HIV-positive people from negative ones. Because of the stigma, many people shy away from going for HIV test- ing and disclosing their status. Sara says many people are curious about how she was infected and when she gets sick, people ask what she is suf- fering from. Pain of Family Split A year after joining the organization, Sara gave birth to another baby in December 2006, whom she considers her last child. After the birth of the child, quarrels between her and her husband started and he decided to divorce her. She does not dwell much on their quarrels but she says it was due to her husband's behavior. Although he knew he was already infected, he kept drinking heavily and started new relationships with oth- er women. "We divorced when the child was just three months old. It pained me but I could not do anything. I left with one child, the firstborn, but two remained with my husband," she says. Sara defends her decision to leave the two children with her husband, especially the last one who she was still breastfeeding, saying she could not afford to take care of the children on her own. "My parents also cannot afford to take care of the children as neither of them has work to do," she says. Two weeks before I met her, she says she had gone for her CD4 count at Mnazi Mmoja National Hospital and her CD4 count was 183 against 52, which was her count during pregnancy. She is using the ARV drug Trio- mune 40. Sara says the public is not well informed on issues related to HIV, espe- cially in Zanzibar, where she says many people don't know that they need to protect themselves from being infected. According to Sara, this is be- cause of inadequate awareness campaigns on HIV. Most people, she says, are shy and do not want to discuss HIV openly. Many people in Zanzibar prefer unsafe sex due to their religious beliefs. She does not give details, but says the government and other campaigners should educate the public on the dangers of unprotected sex. 64 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Setting the Record Straight to End the Blame Game After her divorce, some teachers started blaming her for everything that had happened in her marriage. It was due to this blame that she decided to tell them the truth. "I told them I was living with AIDS and I could not tol- erate my husband's behavior of sleeping around with other women," she says, adding, "I had told my husband that we should settle down since we were already infected and raise our children but he would not listen." Since then, she has been trying to sensitize other teachers on HIV, and she has seen a significant change in their attitude about issues on HIV. She is pleased that many have understood the dangers of risky sexual be- havior and most importantly, appreciates and assists those living with the HIV virus. She says teachers and students should be educated on HIV to enable them to understand and appreciate the need to support those who are in- fected. Further, they should be trained so that they can discuss the subject of HIV without fear. "Teachers can save a lot of lives. They should be en- couraged not only to teach the subject in school but also to community members," she concludes. ERICK M. N. KABENDERA, Tanzania Erick M. N. Kabendera is a features writer for Mwananchi Communications Ltd, in Dar es Saalam, Tanzania. His duties include researching and gathering information on education, HIV, the environment, and health. He holds an advanced diploma in journalism studies from the University of Dar es Salaam and is currently pursuing a postgraduate diploma in management leadership at Strathmore University, Kenya. He is a member of the AJAAT and the CCJ. Contact: ekabendera@yahoo.com. Part Three What Can We Learn from the Teachers' Voices? In this book we hear from 12 teachers relating their personal experiences of living with HIV. But it is estimated that there are presently some 122,000 teachers in Sub-Saharan Africa who are living with the HIV virus, the vast majority of whom have not sought testing and do not know their HIV sta- tus. In this final section, we reflect on what the voices of the 12 suggest about a better future for them and the remaining teachers who are infected. The teachers who contributed to this book are those who had the cour- age to volunteer their stories for publication. Yet, even among these coura- geous individuals, there are those for whom society's judgment remains so harsh that they still dare not admit their HIV status publicly. Stigma re- mains the major challenge and the major barrier to accessing and providing care, support, and treatment. Despite wide and growing knowledge about HIV in all of the countries reported here, the teachers tell us that stigma and discrimination remain the first and most prominent elements of the communities' response to HIV. The teachers' report that stigma is at the root of many of their major problems: it discourages them from being tested; it discourages timely test- ing; and it inhibits access to care and support, including financial support that may be available. Several of the teachers have stated that women may be particularly vulnerable targets of discrimination, even to the extent of being 67 68 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa BOX 1: STIGMA AND DISCRIMINATION · The leading issues, covered in all the stories · The major challenges faced by the teachers and the foremost barrier to accessing and providing care, support, and treatment · Occurs in all areas of their lives: family, community, and workplace BOX 2: CARE AND SUPPORT Voluntary counseling and testing (VCT) · Stigma discourages timely testing · The need for popularization of VCT · HIV-positive teachers' role: counseling colleagues and encouraging VCT Treatment · The importance of treatment, including antiretrovirals, and of healthy living · One reports using scarce resources on traditional care that did not help Economic support · Financial impact of HIV infection (treatment costs, nutrition costs, and mar- riage breakdowns) · Varying support provision in terms of medical care, transport costs, and food costs Confidentiality · A lack of belief in the confidentiality of institutional services (including reports of institutions revealing teachers infection status without their consent) forced out of the marital home and separated from their children. Men, on the other hand, are reluctant to break the silence and participate in VCT. We also hear from the teacher-trainees of the absence of systematic services, such as VCT, to support those at this level who greatly need assistance. Given this climate of fear, there is even greater reluctance to seek testing and help if there is a lack of trust in the confidentiality of institutional ser- vices. The teachers have given several instances where their HIV-status was revealed to others without their consent; in one case the VCT coun- selor himself informed a teacher's family member of the teacher's HIV- positive status. We also learn about experiences of institutional discrimina- What Can We Learn from the Teachers' Voices? | 69 BOX 3: EDUCATION-SPECIFIC HIV ISSUES Preventive education · The importance of including HIV prevention in the school curriculum · The need for HIV prevention to go beyond awareness creation · HIV-positive teachers' role in raising awareness and addressing stigma Teacher training · The importance of covering HIV during teacher training Education quality · The negative affects of HIV-associated absenteeism and attrition · Teachers determined to go the extra mile and work as hard, if not harder than their colleagues Orphans and vulnerable children in school · Mentoring pupils affected by HIV to ensure they can continue with their schooling despite barriers such as school fees tion at the workplace: of teachers who were demoted from positions of responsibility, or denied promotion and leave, and of teachers who were ridiculed by senior staff and made to feel like pariahs among their col- leagues. The teachers' frustrations are exacerbated by the fact that they rec- ognize that all of these institutional actions are contrary to the stated and official policies of the governments of the countries in which they live. The importance of educating students about HIV is highlighted by the teachers, including the need for HIV prevention education to go beyond awareness creation. The teachers highlight HIV-associated absenteeism and attrition as negatively affecting the quality of education in their coun- tries. We also hear of instances where teachers do not help their own case. We hear of HIV-positive teachers who are either unwilling or unable to access adequate care, support, and treatment. Of teachers who are reluctant to ac- cess the government's health services and instead spend scarce resources on traditional care that does little good. In one instance, we hear of an HIV- positive teacher who reportedly sexually abuses his pupils. Yet, in all of this, it is the positive and hopeful stories that are the most memorable. These are the stories of teachers with the confidence to tell of their difficult journeys and how, through accessing effective care, support 70 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa and antiretroviral medicines, they are able to live and enjoy full lives. Uni- versal access to care and support is at the heart of an effective national re- sponse. We hear of families and spouses who have carefully considered the implications of living with HIV and have emerged stronger and more com- mitted to each other. We learn of teachers who empower and equip col- leagues with the skills to protect themselves and to teach young people about HIV prevention. We hear of teachers who mentor pupils affected by AIDS to ensure they can continue with their schooling despite barriers such as school fees. We hear of supportive institutional actions from the education sector too: of a district director of education who offers a transfer to a district office where the work is less demanding and the environment friendlier; and of at least two school principals who facilitate access to leave even while the teachers' HIV-positive status remains formally unacknowl- edged. These stories demonstrate that, when implemented effectively, in- stitutional policies can make a difference. A common theme emerging from these stories is the value of teacher as- sociations. Organizations created specifically for teachers living with HIV have been established in many of the countries represented in this book and we learn that these organizations play a crucial role in sharing experiences and providing psychosocial support. The creation of such networks in all countries affected by HIV would be a valuable development. In addition to these organizations, teacher unions are repeatedly cited as key providers of practical care and support. As trusted representatives of teachers, they have organized VCT for teachers on a massive scale in some countries. They have used their national decentralized structures to share practical infor- mation with teachers, especially as part of the global EFAIDS (Education for All AIDS) initiative of EI, WHO, and the Education Development Cen- tre (EDC). They have also used their fund-holding role to provide affected teachers with practical and financial support, and their political position to champion the rights of teachers to ensure that they are protected in the workplace. Nearly all the teachers in this book mention the role of the teacher unions, and, even while highlighting their successes, have asked them to do more. What Can We Learn from the Teachers' Voices? | 71 BOX 4: RESPONSES TO HIV DISCLOSURE AT DIFFERENT LEVELS Spouse and family · Women can be particularly vulnerable targets of discrimination, even to the extent of being forced out of the marital home and separated from their chil- dren. · Other families and spouses emerge stronger, having thought carefully through the implications of living with HIV. Community · Stigma and discrimination remain the first and most prominent elements of the community response to HIV. · Teachers can play a positive role in addressing stigma and discrimination in their communities as prominent and respected figures in society. Workplace · Varying management reactions to the HIV-positive teachers, including: ­ Institutional discrimination: teachers demoted from positions of responsi- bility, or denied promotion and leave; teachers ridiculed by senior staff and made to feel like pariahs among their colleagues ­ Supportive institutional actions: a district director of education who offers a transfer to a district office where the work is less demanding and the environment friendlier; at least two school principals who facilitate access to leave even while the teachers' HIV-positive status remains formally un- acknowledged How Can the Teachers' Voices Inform Future Action? Taken together, the voices of the teachers recorded here suggest that, among the many obstacles to supporting teachers living with HIV, the primary ones are stigmatization and discrimination, which are exacer- bated by a general failure to provide institutional confidentiality. These obstacles operate both at the community and professional levels. The fol- lowing sections contain recommendations by these voices for addressing these obstacles. Fully Implementing Existing National and Institutional Policies While eight of the nine countries represented here have workplace poli- cies based on the International Labour Organization (ILO) Guidelines (as outlined in the book ILO Code of Practice on HIV/AIDS and the World of Work) that address HIV issues (either national or education sector spe- cific) and eight of the nine countries have an education HIV strategy, many of the teachers are unaware of these policies. However, polices are only as good as their implementation; for teachers to benefit from these policies, they need to be widely understood, implemented, and enforced. Awareness creation among education sector staff about policy content can contribute to this, as can monitoring and evaluation of policy imple- 73 74 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa BOX 5: ACTIONS TO SUPPORT HIV-POSITIVE TEACHERS · Fully implementing existing national and institutional policies · Increasing involvement of HIV-positive teachers in setting policies and giving practical advice · Providing universal access to VCT, care, and support · Addressing HIV issues during teacher training activities to reduce stigma among teachers and to equip teachers with the skills to avoid infection and teach young people about HIV, including avoiding infection and focusing on stigma and discrimination reduction · Helping teacher unions to support their members living with HIV and to com- bat stigma and discrimination · Creating effective national and regional support networks for teachers living with HIV · National and institutional recognition of the wider social impact that HIV has on HIV-positive teachers, and in particular the impact on female teachers mentation and enforcement. In addition to awareness creation among teachers about good programs and policies, there is also an opportunity to scale up positive initiatives. Increasing Involvement of Teachers Living with HIV in Setting Policies and Giving Practical Advice At a regional level, HIV-positive teachers' involvement in the response ini- tially focused on sharing their individual accounts at regional meetings, such as the ADEA Biennial Meeting. In November and December 2006, UNESCO, EI, EDC, and WHO held a forum entitled "Supporting HIV-Pos- itive Teachers in East and Southern Africa" for HIV-positive teachers to identify the types and levels of support they require. In November 2007, HIV-positive teachers played an active role in the African Networks of Ministry of Education HIV&AIDS Focal Points three-day annual meeting. The final day of the meeting was devoted to addressing the needs of HIV- positive teachers and the networks developed an action plan at the end of the meeting. How Can the Teachers' Voices Inform Future Action? | 75 This increasing involvement of HIV-positive teachers in meetings and events is in line with the GIPA Principle. GIPA supports the greater involve- ment of people living with HIV at all levels to "stimulate the creation of supportive political, legal, and social environments" (UNAIDS, 1999) as agreed by 42 countries during the 1994 Paris AIDS summit. HIV-positive teachers' meaningful involvement can be further strengthened to increase their input and contributions as policies are developed from the regional to the district levels. This will ensure that policies and programs are relevant and applicable. Providing Universal Access to VCT, Care, and Support The teachers' stories highlight the importance of providing universal access to VCT, care, and support. In order for teachers to have universal access to these services, two things are required. First, the services need to be in place and, second, the teachers need to know about them and have confidence in them. In fulfilling the first, the education sector can link with other key pub- lic sectors, such as the health sector, that are already providing such services. They can work together to ensure that existing services are expanded and are accessible to education staff (rather than running services in parallel). In ful- filling the second, with the services in place, the sectors can work together to ensure that education staff are aware of the services and how to access them. Issues of institutional confidentiality also need to be addressed. Addressing HIV Issues during Teacher Training Activities The teachers' voices emphasize their vulnerability at all levels--from the teacher-trainee through to the headmaster. This highlights the need to do more than simple awareness creation, but instead to ensure quality training at all levels through pre- and in-service teacher training on HIV. Involving HIV-positive teachers as resource people during such training can greatly strengthen the impact of sessions. As respected members of their commu- nities, HIV-positive teachers can also play an important role in the com- munity, combating stigma and discrimination. 76 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Helping Teacher Unions to Support Their Members Living with HIV and to Combat Stigma and Discrimination As part of the global EFAIDS initiative, EI and the EDC have produced a toolkit, "Inclusion Is the Answer: Unions Involving and Supporting Educa- tors Living with HIV," to support the development and implementation of comprehensive initiatives in prevention, care, support and treatment, and to address stigma and discrimination. The toolkit advocates for teacher unions and networks of teachers living with HIV to work together, something al- ready being operationalized in some of the countries represented. The tool- kit is an excellent resource for teacher unions developing coherent packages for teachers living with HIV. Creating Effective National and Regional Support Networks for Teachers Living with HIV The presence of and size of these support networks varies greatly from country to country. Countries with small networks or without networks can be supported to develop such networks and can learn from experiences of other countries where these organizations are more developed. In building, strengthening, and ensuring sustainability of these networks, the support of the teacher unions is critical. By working with the teacher unions, the net- works' ability to address stigma and discrimination, and to advocate for and support teachers living with HIV, is greatly increased. National and Institutional Recognition of the Wider Social Impact That HIV Has on HIV-Positive Teachers, and in Particular the Impact on Female Teachers The education sector is a key sector within the multisectoral response to HIV. When forming and implementing policies, the wider social impact that HIV has on HIV-positive teachers and, in particular, the impact on female teachers, needs to be considered and taken into account. The personal experiences of the 12 teachers presented in this book offer firsthand accounts of the difficult and sometimes debilitating challenges faced by teachers living with HIV. Yet, these stories also provide an insight- How Can the Teachers' Voices Inform Future Action? | 77 ful glimpse of possibilities for overcoming such challenges. The personal reflections of these teachers offer practical suggestions for behavior change and policy decisions that might be implemented at the individual, commu- nity, and national levels. Most of all, these 12 teachers offer courage and hope to the estimated 122,000 teachers living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa. Courage and Hope: The Documentary Courage and Hope started as a book, but the power of the stories immedi- ately spurred thoughts of how these stories might be captured on film. Four teachers, each of them Kenyan, agreed to be interviewed and to share their remarkable stories of living positively with HIV. The voices of these courageous teachers (Beldina Atieno, Martin Mkung Ptoch, Jemimah Nindo, and Margaret Wambete) detail the challenges they face once their positive status becomes public. These range from stigmatiza- tion to shunning and discrimination against them and their families. Despite the hurdles the teachers face, they are confident that by access- ing effective care, support and anti retroviral medicines, they will be able to live and to enjoy full and healthy lives. Each teacher tells a unique story of extraordinary courage and hope. A copy of the film Courage and Hope is included with this book. It was first screened at the International Conference on AIDS and STDs in Africa (ICASA) in Dakar, Senegal, in December 2008. Since then it has become part of the Public Television series "Behind the Crisis," which looks inside a variety of public health and human development crises around the world. 79 80 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Courage and Hope was produced by Baney Media (http://baneymedia. com). Executive Producers Alice Woolnough Lesley Drake Donald Bundy Produced by Daphne Glover Ferrier Tim Baney Written and directed by Tim Baney For more information or additional copies of the film, contact the World Bank's Education Advisory Services at eservice@worldbank.org or visit www.worldbank.org/education/schoolhealth . References Risley, C. L., and D. A. P. Bundy. 2007. Estimating the Impact of HIV&AIDS on the Supply of Basic Education. PCD: Imperial College London. 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Global HIV/AIDS Online Database: http://www. who.int/globalatlas/ (for population figures; number of people living with HIV; HIV prevalence; number of people receiving antiretroviral treatment; and coverage). 81 Index A confidentiality, 68, 68b abstinence, teaching, 29, 47 counseling, 19, 61 Academic Model for the Prevention and gender issues, 50 Treatment of HIV&AIDS (AMPATH), Courage and Hope: African Teachers Living 34 Positively with HIV, 79 Achebe, Chinua, 13 curriculum, including HIV/AIDS in, 22 Aduda, David, 38b advocacy, 16, 22, 37 D African Networks of Ministry of Education denial, 15, 25 HIV&AIDS Focal Points, 74 discrimination, 15­16, 27, 47, v. See also AIDS. See HIV gender discrimination; stigma alluwe, herbal medicine, 55 institutional, 68­69 anti-AIDS clubs, 56 divorce, 49, 64 Anti-AIDS Teachers Association of Zambia documentary, 79 (AATAZ), 54, 55, 57 anti-retrovirals (ARVs), 43, 57, 63 E Ardayfio, Rosemary, 26b education, 26, 46 Association for the Development of for young people on HIV, 53 Education in Africa (ADEA) Biennial HIV issues, 69b Meeting, 3 including HIV/AIDS in, 21, 37, 55­56 associations, forming, 22 quality, 16, 69b Atieno, Beldina, 27­33, viii health training inadequate, 17­18 Etienne, 44­47, ix B Burkina Faso, 15b, 16 F family. See also children; marital issues C disclosing HIV status to children, 46 Cameroon, 20b disclosure of HIV status to and reaction, 16, CD4 count, 36, 57, 63 23­24, 27, 34, 45, 52, 61, 71b children, 61, 62, 69b. See also family support, 14­15 Comprehensive HIV&AIDS Management Programme (CHAMP), 54 83 84 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa family obligations, 35­36 fallibility of sight testing, 50­51 food aid, 57 gender, 50, 60­61 fraud, 9 personal reaction to results, 15, 35, 42, 56­57 G promoting among students and teachers, gender discrimination, 27, 67­68, 71b 22 giving results to male, 50 HIV-positive status going for HIV testing, 60­61 acceptance of, 61­62 Ghana, 24b affects promotions, 58 Ghana National Association of Teachers challenges facing, 29 (GNAT), 26 coping with, 35 Gologo, Habibatou, 47b difficulties of hiding, 24­25 government, lack of support, 16 disclosing to public, 20­21, 30­31, 48, 52 Greater Involvement of People Living with disclosure at work, 46 AIDS (GIPA), 32, 75 disclosure responses, 71b (See also family) H discovery of, 19­20, 23, 27, 28, 33­34, 40, Hakili, Theresia, 47­54, ix 42, 45, 50, 61 harassment, 48 discussing with others, 21 Hassan, Haruna Ibn, 23­26, vii identifying by sight, 52­53 herbal medicine, 55 no discussion of in workplace, 51­52 HIV, 8, 48. See also teachers living with HIV not revealing, 16, 20­21, 24 campaigning to prevent infection, 52­53 due to stigma, 35, 45­46 education issues, 69b unable to receive support, 40 media treatment of, 7­8 negative impacts on education quality, 16 I perceptions, 30, 37 illness, 38, 42­43, 44­45 perceptions transformed through stories, "Inclusion Is the Answer: Unions Involving 10 and Supporting Educators Living with sensitizing public to, 22, 32, 59, 64 HIV," 76 susceptibility to infection, 50­51 transmission misperceptions, 59 J understanding challenges facing journalists, 4, 7, 8, v sufferers, 9­10 appreciation of teachers' difficulties in HIV awareness, 21­22, 32, vii living with HIV, 10 but no discussion of, 31 difficulty in finding teachers willing to does not mean tolerance, 25 participate, 9 inadequate campaigns for, 63 Julião, Luis, 38­41, viii more support needed, 26 HIV education, 46­47, 64, 69 K inclusion of, 55­56 Kabendera, Erick M. N., 54b, 64b teaching in classroom, 21­22 Kabwe, Henry, 58b HIV ignorance, 63 Kenya, 28b, 30 HIV testing, 19, 44 Kenya National Union of Teachers (KNUT), awareness and what to do after, 54 32, 38 encouraging other teachers to go, 22, 56 Kenya Network of Positive Teachers (KENEPOTE), 36 Index | 85 L prevention programs, 47 Laura, 19­22, vii preventive education, 69b project partners, 3 M Ptoch, Martin, 33­38, viii marital issues, 22, 36, 46. See also children; family R divorce, 49, 60 religion, 63 remaining single, 42 Rwanda, 43b, 44 spouse leaving, 27, 30 spouse reaction to HIV status, 14­15, 57, S 71b Senegal, 45b media, reliability of and treatment of HIV, sex, unsafe, 63 7­8 sexual problems, 39 medical access, 34­35 Silko, Leslie Marmon, 13 men. See also gender discrimination SNEAB. See National Union of African men, reluctant for VCT and disclosure, 68 Teachers of Burkina Faso Ministerial AIDS Committee (MAC), 17 SNESS. See National Union of Secondary Moamba, Mozambique, 38 and Higher Education Mozambique, 39b social security system needed, 18 Musangabatware, Clément, 44b social vaccine, 46­47 Mushibwe, Jennifer, 54­58 Soré, Ramata, 18b Mwita, Sara Abdi, 59­64, ix sports, 43 stigma, 22, 58. See also workplace issues N and discrimination, 40, vii­viii National Network of People Living with confronting, 9 HIV, 26 discourage HIV testing, 58, 63 National Network of Tanzanian Women remain challenges, 67, 68b with HIV&AIDS (NETWO+), 48 teacher unions helping to fight, 76 National Union of African Teachers of teachers play a role in fighting, 71b Burkina Faso (SNEAB), 17 community, 71b National Union of Secondary and Higher forcing early retirement, 47­48 Education (SNESS), Burkina Faso, 17 keeping HIV status secret, 24, 35 Noaga, Ouedraogo, 15­18, vii performance impacts, 28­29 nutrition, 9, 25, 28, 35, 55 repressing discussion, 31 Nyamwasa, Charles, 42­44, viii students not participating in HIV talks due to, 56 O treatment of friends and neighbors, 52 orphans, due to AIDS, 51, 53­54, 69b stories, 4, v changing perceptions of people living P with HIV, 10 performance impacts, 29, 36­37 Etienne, 44­47 physical exertion, 43 Hakili, 47­54 policies, 18, 30 Hassan, 23­26 HIV, 62­63 Laura, 19­22 implementing existing, 73­74 Mushibwe, 54­58 involving HIV-positive teachers, 74­75 Noaga and Tendaogo, 14­18 86 | Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Nyamwasa, 42­44 and encouraging testing, 22 Ptoch, 33­38 support fund, 32 teachers journeys, 69­70 targeting with prevention programs, 47 students, sensitizing to HIV, 32 willingness to cooperate with journalists, superstition, 39 8, 9 support, 14­16, 68b, 70 Teachers Against AIDS (TAA), 30, 31 absence due to keeping HIV status teachers living with HIV, 4b, 8­9, 67. See secret, 40 also workplace issues Ministerial AIDS Committee (MAC), 17 advocating for, 16 through others HIV-positive, 62 creating support networks, 76 universal, 75 involving in policy and planning, 74­75 support groups, 30, 62 isolation of, 51 support networks, creating, 76 lack of government support, 26 support recommendations, 74b looking for others for support, 36, 62 "Supporting HIV-Positive Teachers in East low pay impacts ability to pay for and Southern Africa," 74 medication and food, 41 not helping themselves, 69 T physical, emotional, financial toll, 46 TAA. See Teachers Against AIDS recommendations for overcoming Tanzania, 49b, 60b obstacles, vi campaign to prevent infection, 52­53 support for, 17 support of AIDS orphans, 51 support obstacles, 73 Tanzania Commission for AIDS support recommendations, 74b (TACAIDS), 52 treat like other teachers, 32­33 Tchetmi, Thomas, 23b unique challenges for, 3 teacher training, 17, 18, 69b wider social impact of HIV on, 76­77 including HIV and HIV-positive Teachers Service Commission (TSC), teachers, 75 Kenya, 32, 37 to discuss HIV without fear, 64 teaching HIV/AIDS, 21­22, 37. See also HIV teacher unions, 47, vii education preventing infection in schools, 17 sexuality and abstinence, 29 provide essential support, 70 Tendaogo, Sawadogo, 15­18, vii support and fighting stigma and toolkit, 76 discrimination, 76 traditional healer, 39 Zambia, 57 treatment, 68b teachers changing HIV perceptions, 30 V further education support, 43­44, 57 Valoi, Arão José, 41b HIV impacts on, 16, 48, vii voluntary counseling and testing (VCT), HIV status affects promotions, 58 68b, 75. See also HIV testing multiple roles of, 7 stigma and discrimination discourage, 58, number living with HIV, v 63 project participants, 67 reaching out to, 56 W selection for inclusion in project, 4­5 Wambete, Margaret, 3, 4b sensitizing to HIV/AIDS, 32, 64 witchdoctor, 39 Index | 87 women, targets of discrimination, 67­68. Z See also gender discrimination Zambia, 55b, 57, 58 work obligations, 29, 36­37 Zambia National Union of Teachers workplace issues, 25, 53­54 (ZNUT), 57 discrimination and support, 71b Zanzibar Association of People Living environment, 33 HIV&AIDS (ZAPHA+), 62 no discussion of HIV status, 51­52 Zanzibar HIV policy, 62­63 transfers, 34­35 workplace policies, 73­74 ECO-AUDIT Environmental Benefits Statement The World Bank is committed to preserving endangered forests and natural resources. The Office of the Publisher has chosen to print Courage and Hope: Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa on recycled paper with 30 percent postconsumer fiber in accordance with the recommended standards for paper usage set by the Green Press Initiative, a nonprofit program supporting publishers in using fiber that is not sourced from endangered forests. For more information, visit www.greenpressinitiative.org. Saved: · 4 trees saved · 1 million BTU's less · 358 lbs CO2 less · 1,724 gallons water saved · 105 lbs less solid waste COURAGE AND HOPE Stories from Teachers Living with HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa Courage and Hope gives voice to the real life experiences of 12 HIV-positive teachers--5 of whom are women--from Burkina Faso, Cameroon, Ghana, Kenya, Mozambique, Rwanda, Senegal, Tanzania, and Zambia. The teachers recount their experiences of discovering their HIV-positive status and how this has affected them in their families, their communities, and their professional lives. When one teacher discovered she was HIV-positive, she lost everything--her husband, her children, and her home. Now she is receiving treatment, has returned to teaching, and has reestablished her home with her children. Another teacher lost her husband to AIDS and then lost her home. She is now living positively, working to overcome stigma among students and teaching staff. The voices of these teachers suggest that a number of obstacles are commonly faced by teachers living with HIV. Paramount among them are stigma and discrimination, within their families and communities, as well as in their workplaces and society in general. The difficulties of overcoming these perceptions are complicated by a lack of confidentiality in medical facilities and the workplace. Courage and Hope: African Teachers Living Positively with HIV, supplied on the DVD, is a documentary film produced in 2008 in which teachers tell their own stories in their own words. Whether presented via video or print, the story of each teacher demonstrates a wide range of challenges as well as insights and successes, while also suggesting ways to more effectively address these challenges. These truly are stories of courage and hope. ISBN 978-0-8213-7933-2 SKU 17933